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| Tuesday
March 15 2005 |
.....The
last couple of days...
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Team
Rumblefish/GET IN THE HOLE did well but we didnt make the points
we shouldve.
I won my match but the team didnt win the day: That's ok. Get
in the hole is a good team....My Sunday team is tide for first
place my Tuesday team is in second place and my Monday team is
in 5th
place out of a 14 team division...William's APA life for now
is doing ok....
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| Monday
March 14 2005 |
6:00pm.....Silly
people ...
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Some
people are real silly...and dumb...It looks like I am going
to have to be the 800 pound Orangatang...yet again... |
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| Sunday
March 13 2005 |
Lindsay,
William and Williams man purse...
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Im
going home...for sleeping...yay.... |
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| Thursday
Friday
3/10/11/05 |
Stuff...i
have been a little busy....with life
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  March
10 2005…
My day was a long working day
I spent the whole day working, then I went to the pool hall
and watch the cosmic thing called “not so on my game’ playing
happening to a lot of the regulars…It must be a moon
thing. I saw Silvia there and she was just like an intriguing
the moment I saw her… she had my full attention for about
5 whole minutes…then I left…I went to the E bar
and hung out doing my thing like always at the E bar. Then
something happened later in the evening that was very disappointing….
Something that bought me back to earth. Something that made
me question why am I so surprised when I shouldn’t be…I
am a jackass… for having taste in something I shouldn’t
have. My ego is now getting the best of me…it has been
doing this for a while now. I think maybe it has always been
a little of how I judge others, this is bad. Stupid William,
Well…I shouldn’t beat my self, I am feeling a little
silly and stupid right now. Resentful too. I am a silly boy,
I am dreaming, I tend to dream about things that I know will
never happen…duh…that’s why it’s a
dream. Stupid William…stupid for feeling stupid. I am
so not in my standard frame of mind. I will get past it….
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March 11 2005…
5:30pm. My hard Drive is missing…
I am off today but I need to go into my job for a hot sec
and see if I left my mini hard drive on the desk. Anyway
I slept
most of the day, which is good, I should’ve cleaned up
a little but I was lazy in bed, I need to fix my website a
little more and check to see if all the links are working.
I didn’t have any alcohol last night, which is good.
9:00pm
I got my hard drive…it was plugged into my computer
at the desk…
10:00pm
I’m at the Bar and Ronnie is playing Michael Jackson…again,
I loan him my ibook witch has over 2 days of music and he
is still playing the same 17 songs over and over again, Why
William?
Why? I give the dude
variety and still he limits the sounds. Some people have
limits…I
am a member of Mensa ya know. 142 is the IQ I walk around
with…that’s
genius level thinking, still I cant get Ronnie to not play
Michael Jackson on Friday night.
11:30pm
Spencer gets into a fight with AJ over pool…. Spencer
leaves the bar…
  1:30am
I am board out of my skull…. watching people get drunk
while I am staying sober…I haven’t had a beer
in an almost a week. I feel pretty good.
3:30am
In chess/Pool… to know if you are naturally an offensive
or defensive player is not that important, to know if your
opponent
is offensive or defensive is not the important ether, too play
your opponent while truly knowing what he or she is-is critical.
You shouldn’t be offensive or defensive when you play
your opponent. What is slightly important is you should know
what he or she is, whether it’s offensive or defensive
or nether; only then you have the advantage. I learned this
today.
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 March 12 2005
2:00pm
I also learned for so many years I have been trying to show what I know to
many people what I have learned on the table of small motions. “ Thats
hard to do…I don’t feel comfortable doing it this way” this
is what others say to me…a lot…so never mind, I will keep it
to myself with no animosity and no steam inside, just let it go and let them
do what
they
must and only know.
Some people are just not meant to know… some people have limits, I
will feel fortunate I have not meet mine yet… but we all have limits,
we all have a certain capacity we must abide and not exceed that capacity…not
put to many eggs in the basket. How does one come by a large basket? Hmmmmm,
I must think about this for a while.
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About Monday and Tuesday 3/9/05 |
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Lao
Tzu
Be gentle and you can be bold; be frugal and you can be liberal; avoid putting
yourself before others and you can become a leader among men. |
The
Grudge….
Grudge pool is not cool, playing for reasons of revenge and pay back is lame
and detrimental for your game. Kenny kept bringing up some old game I played,
with some dude a few seasons ago that
was
kind
of significant; the dude won the match silly. He won the match even before
we
got started,
being
my
team
was
gone
when we started the match; I was done on the inside. Anyway I played that same
dude In the following season in week two and won the match, later in that same
season on a different day I played him again and won the match, that dude
is not talking to me anymore because I beat him twice. Or just won twice and
not really beat him; however you want to look at it, I got the point for the
team
and that dude felt not good about it. He took it kinda hard. |
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dude is being silly, just like Kenny is being silly.
Kenny still reminds me of that significant first match I
played
with that dude and how I lost to him, along with how I need
to get him back for losing to him, but I played him twice
afterwards already and won twice but Kenny ignores those
events I remind him off, why? To try and manipulate me in
using a the "grudge thing" as a constrain for
winning my next match. This is not cool; this is not pool,
at least not with me. Using the "grudge thing "as a drive
for a win is ruinous kismet. Some people need to win to feel
like
a
winner.
I'd rather win the crowds feed back on my preformance than
the match most of the time anyway. |
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one and two; team Stick it in made the wins for the
triannuals and now we are going to the cities...as
for this third season...well.....like I always said... |
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steps foward one step back this is how progress works
according to Za-Zen...this might be the season I step
back...maybe...its still
early to tell...But I will do my best and not let my
peeps down |
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play pool for different reasons and I need to remind myself
about that. Some
times people drag their animosity for others on to the table.
Sometimes people need to get closure, and they do it on the
pool table. Its
terrible when the one person who gave you something
you don’t
want to lose is also someone who you are gnashing your teeth
toward 90% of the time your with, its even worse when you
need them around and they know it and they passively aggressively
attack you in places you wish you never let them visit; like
your ego for one thing and your feelings for another. Boys
are silly and they don’t
like it when some girls are bigger and more advanced then
they are.
But
girls
are
sillier
when
they patronize silly boys with egos the sized of Montana. |
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This
is week 8 of the spring season and I have already played 12
Matches... Take it easy Fuentes...easy...easy APA system not a perfect
system. |
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a never-ending cycle of silliness of the sexes. I
think if there was less talking during critical moments
and more action taking place during critical times then
there wouldn’t be all this silly discovering of
true character, damaged ego’s, loving feelings,
betrayal, lying, cheating, laziness, William and Peter
losing there matches and AJ turning into Mohamed Ali.
What a wacky world we live in…. Go see the movie
the Hustler and then you will know about character and
hopefully get a new perspective on pool and the reasons
why we rise and fall so many times. |
Lao
Tzu
A leader is best when people barely know he exists, not so good when people obey
and acclaim him, worse when they despise him....But of a good leader who talks
little when his work is done, his aim fulfilled, they will say, "We did
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your losses more than
your wins is just as ruinous as remembering your wins more than
remembering your losses...Just let it go and enjoy the fact that
you can play again and again and again...A win will only as last
until your next challenge then its back to getting that whatever
it is your looking for when you play pool; if your even looking...According
too the public in the baseball allmanac 1997, your only as good
as your last game, it doesn’t
matter how many wins or losses you get. Even if its three MVP’s
6 trophies 5 plack’s
and a Tic-Tac. People will question your skill if
your having a bad season…. |
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| Saturday
3/5/05 |
About
Friday Night| Happy Birthday Steve!!!! | Ya Bastard, why
didnt ya tell a us!!!!
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| Friday
3/4/05 |
About
Thursday Night - Daisy Dead Petals, Peanut Butter & Jelly!!!!!
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| Thursday
3/3/05 |
For
the millionth time and about Wed night
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| Wed
3/2/05 |
Team
Stick It In wins 5 of 5!!!!!!
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| Tuesday
3/1/05 |
Sunday
and Monday night Oscars, Snow and Pool
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Monday
2/28/05
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About
last Thursday Friday And Saturday.....
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Playing
pool is not practicing; Practicing is not playing pool...literal
awareness
of how you make the shot later develops natural instincts...if
you shoot without thinking then this will show you what is
the
quality
of your
game. If
you
shoot
with full awarness and delibretly try to make the ball in the hole
and miss? Then you need to do literal practice and not just play
with out thinking. Now go and Kill Bill....
