April 29Th, 2011. Fri...

Change of scene

"The key to change... is to let go of fear" ~R.C.


Pg 2


April 27Th, 2011. Wed...

Birthday Girl

"Knowledge talks, wisdom listens"


April 25Th, 2011. Mon...

a few night ago
Old Random Convo

He says to me: "Will, I've been introduced to her a many times already. And she's still not knowing me. And then she completely ignores me". I said to him, "If she's ignoring you, then she's paying attention to you, the effort of not paying attention to a certain discretion requires some attention. But don't take it as a good thing, or bad. But be aware and cautious given the circumstance of things". It might be a good thing that there is no communication at all given the circumstance of things; I thought to myself.


April 24Th, 2011. Sun...

Happy Easter
and stuff

How many times have you heard "what are you doing winning?" Or some polite insinuated variation version of that. How many times have the favorite gotten spanked by an unlikely? And how many times have you heard the same-o-reply from the underdog "I guess I got lucky?" They don't offer scholarships for a future in pool/billiards in schools and universities for a reason. Foot ball, Basket ball yes. UFC fighting; no. Golf? Maybe. But, I'm starting to think, some games are not meant to be grand on the outside.


April 20Th, 2011. Wed...

Coffee bean
& Guacamole Girl

Random Thought cloud

Cool beans. Your dreaming. I would imagine she kind of sees you as a smaller version of something sometimes annoying. Mutating not shaping. fighting not submitting. independence. liberation. calculation and then coffee. MMM mm. I'd put a little spice in mine but whatever. Knowledge can be put in a thumb drive but wisdom can not be read in a file. Moving at my own pace gives me a lot of space to fly. Some people are not in the same class but they are in the same school; how's that for a lesson in observation? Its been sitting out there all day but I'm going to eat some anyway, cause its not that bad...


April 19Th, 2011. Tuesday...

The Now

about last monday

If you walk into my bar with a your own bottle of whisky I'm going to throw you out of my bar no matter how much you say it's okay to bring your own whisky.

Sometimes one already knows, still, they say shit, do shit, make the attempt anyway with a disregard for accountability, responsibility or just simply feeling the fucking embarrassment of being jerk off afterward. What's worse than that? Their patronizing friends. A dip shit is a dip shit but what's worse than a dip shit? Those who groupy around a dip shit, and like it. The mentality of some people, I guess in this case, are gambling with one is going to try getting criminal on I suppose. If that's the case-with-some, "depending with whom", then from of the Words of Buddha, "the self is in the now, an act with no concern for future or past consequence". At least that is what I read somewhere. Okay, I'll choose to respect one by just simply not judging one and not saying a word to one whom I already know has criminal characteristic's, a criminal characteristic for example: bringing your own bottle of whisky into a bar that sells whisky and try to justifiably explain to the bartender its okay to do this (bring your whisky) in random bars in new your city. I guess that is some kind of an attempt to be in the now.


April 17Th, 2011. Sunday..

Bobby Cash

Bday :)


"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years" ~Abraham Lincoln


April 15Th, 2011. Friday..


about last whatever day

"Life is made of ever so many partings welded together" ~Charles Dickens

No mask

"People who work together will win, whether it be against complex football defenses, or the problems of modern society" ~Vince Lombardi


April 14Th, 2011. Thursday..


about last Sat


Why do we work so hard?

B ecause a J ob is a good thing to have...


"Form is all we have to help us cope with fundamentally chaotic facts and assaults. Formulating something is a start. I trust form, trust my feeling or capacity to find the right form for something. Even if that is only by being well organized. That too is form" ~Gerhard Richter




"When the character of a person is not clear to you, take a look at their company" ~WF

"Nothing gives one person so much advantage over another as to remain always cool and unruffled under all circumstances" ~Thomas Jefferson


April 10Th, 2011. Sun..

Super size me

about last thursday

"In matters of truth and justice, there is no difference between large and small problems, for issues concerning the treatment of people are all the same" ~Albert Einstein

There is no delight for me in game playing. But sometimes I am engaged without warning. The only thing I can not imagine is choosing the wrong side. Then, I make my own side.

Size matters. Or does it? I think, your gonna be as big as she/he wants you to be no matter what size you are and vise versa. Depending on the size of things. Its all in the mind, maybe, hmm? Then again not all minds are equal in size as well. Who knows, but experience has taught me, that she/he is gonna let you know sooner or later whether you ask or not. Sometimes one being overly confident is sad and annoying no matter what size you are. It takes two people to make it great not one.


"The mind, once expanded to the dimensions of larger ideas, never returns to its original size" ~O.W Holmes


April 7th-8Th, 2011. Thurs/Fri..

Drink Till

Rush Hour is over

If I just wait till the rush hour is over. Ya-know, have a drink and appreciate my service. As my back is turned and the children play till the trains give away, all things fall into place. I forgot this happens when I look at the stars long enough. If I let them be and set them free of my care, karma will take of the rest. In the mean time, hopefully I get a nice pour..


April 5th, 2011. Tues.



"Never allow anyone to rain on your parade and thus cast a pall of gloom and defeat on the entire day. Remember that no talent, no self-denial, no brains, no character, are required to set up in the fault-finding business. Nothing external can have any power over you unless you permit it. Your time is too precious to be sacrificed in wasted days combating the menial forces of hate, jealously, and envy. Guard your fragile life carefully. Only God can shape a flower, but any foolish child can pull it to pieces" ~Og Mandino
"As irrigators lead water where they want, as archers make their arrows straight, as carpenters carve wood, the wise shape their minds"
"In the long run, we shape our lives, and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die. And the choices we make are ultimately our own responsibility" ~Eleanor Roosevelt

"When you are describing A shape, or sound, or tint; Don't state the matter plainly, But put it in a hint; And learn to look at all things With a sort of mental squint" ~Lewis Carroll

"Create a vision and never let the environment, other people's beliefs, or the limits of what has been done in the past shape your decisions. Ignore conventional wisdom" ~Anthony Robbins


April 4th, 2011. Mon.

Cab Ride


Today is day one of something new...

I need a foreign country. New York City is an ideal place for a need like that. I rarely need, I just do. Today somebody random was grateful; wow. Faith and wisdom are a struggle "your word would sound like wisdom if not for the warning in my heart" he says. Fear is an instinct for some. Find your self a cab and go for a rid.

That's what he said. That's what she did and that is what we all want. Foreign behavior or is it really human? My motive, I really don't have any. The difference between doing what you want, when you want and what you do and when you do it is intelligence and maturity.

Some one said to me last night, "A control freak is a damaged inner child". My stomach quivered at the sound of that and I had flash backs of giving my dad that right hook and knocking his tooth loose, FYI: he was teaching me self defense.

My grand mother gave me the gift of a big mouth as a child, speak when your feelings say so, always feeding me and always saying the kind of words to me a child would use as a shield or a bull horn; very clever woman she was.

I have a degree in social engineering but this last decade is more like witnessing a butterfly effect. If I just sit back an graze I'll grow fat and eventually get attacked from behind. I'm gonna make my own way again and take the wheel. Lazy is getting lame, I need glasses or contacts.


April 2nd, 2011. Sat.


Not drugs

Random thought Cloud...

I went back to the beginning, and, I was yammering back then as well, and old complaint, then again but, it was newer back then, exciting, dramatic, still, I sound almost the same today, saying the same things about different people, people, who are doing the same things different people do. It is me, yes it is. Beware of anyone who says they can make you famous by just you being you. It's true, but not in the way you think. If I leave it behind, then all is well. I eat with chopsticks at least three times a week. A pug is cute. I don't like it when I play a match then lose, then afterward, after the lose, play some more and shoot out like a champ; It's a sure sign you need some hypnosis when that happens. I do the drill and get the skill then go for the thrill and miss the kill. You go home hungry. I'm repeating something, is it really important though?

Intention: Embrace forgiveness. Everyone does what they can from their state of consciousness...


April 1st, 2011. Fri.

Sushi High

mac & cheese 101

Random thought Cloud...

Say Cheese

Things do change, sorta. One has their own version of things, past and present, could be a defense mechanism; maybe. The good people stay good the bad stay bad but they are all in the same room. This is a good thing, yes? We can't be what we are without a compliment-out-of context of sorts; or at least a reminder. Lately, I have been in the giant forests-shaped like a canopy under a bigger wood. I have been running free with out care, sarcastic and watching the laughter but not really listening. I look at sushi and think of japan, hawaii and the big blue crush I will not see for a long-long time :(... I fear for my friends the few that are really. I said to myself today, don't be a fool and remember what they did for your birthday these last few years.

You can be what you wanna be with me but if your nobody else but who you are then please don't hate me for making you beautiful if other than. There is a gorgeous woman in my lab, more like a girl, her eyes are like a french kiss. They see me, they walk away and wait till I leave, they come back to do bad things without being judged by my eyes which don't have a care. I am thinking she needs to grow up but then again if she did would it make a bit of difference to me in the end or in the beginning of things? The old ideas I use to have are fading away. New ones are emerging but that doesn't change anything around me. Did I learn something just now, new, already and wanted to forget? I wanna share my wealth of knowledge but doing that means you learn new things, the kind of things your wisdom tells you that sometimes ignorance might have been better than knowledge. Don't tell me what you heard, what ever it was you heard is a preemptive strike to cloud the truth. The reversal they call it, put-em on the defensive before you get caught; so high school.


MARCH 28th, 2011. MON.


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