William Fuentes




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Pg 2








OCT 30th, 2010. Sat...

"trying to catch up"

Halloween 2010, went to few places, had some fun, drank lots, ate lots, took about 600/700 pics all in all. I'll post-em up shortly. Not all of-em though. Not enough time, but at least I'm not wasting time, I think. Cause time is short...


OCT 30th, 2010. Sat-Mor...




"A team that has character doesn't need stimulation" ~Tom Landry


OCT 27th, 2010. Wed...

"Hello there"


OCT 25,26th, 2010. Mon/Tue...




OCT 24th, 2010. Sunday Night...

"I'll, kinda"

Random.. sorta

PJ Harvey in the morning..... just a big bowl of awesome sauce ....The whisky in my blood stream has created a hybrid cold form.. So say'th my building doctor.. Back in 1975 I use to sniff the exams, cause they used a ink that smelled so intoxicating, it got me high, no wonder I failed most of them. ..I think I might have mad maya disease. If the Yankees can lose, well anything is possible. I'm half way to death and I'm still dreaming of the likes of kristen bell and sorts. Speaking of mid life psychosis I have no edge for pool but I still love my teams though, like sushi. I got a pinched nerve in my neck that's been there for weeks and it wont go away. I want new sneakers. A new jacket. Buffering on Hulu sucks. He's leaving but he's not leaving you cause he was never really with you. I don't wear bike shorts. what's better smarter or popular? Both. Its been a long time since I've said TGIF, cause. I love my job, sOOoOoOOO. Small talk in an elevator is annoying. I avoid the rush hour like its nobodies business. Its a village, with little tribes on the inside. I rode in on my horse, broken heart. With open arms ready to embrace the unknown. That was not so long ago. Whenever one owes somebody $20.000 dollars of gratitude, I guess an amount like that means the events leading to it never happened. I love it when I make a statement and then somebody tries to correct me with exactly with what I just stated.... why... god why... And I feel like some bird of paradise My bad fortune slipping away And I feel the innocence of a child Everybody's got something good to say" ~PJH


OCT 21st, 2010. Thursday...

"Bleed and Blur"

It's all bleeding into each other, its a blur of what goes where and who is why and blah blah blah... I Driped off the canvas, and I might of gotten stepped on became a part of a history that got painted over in time..maybe... I like the brush, a pool cue? Can be the same if you have stroke... I keep enough paint inbetween the stroke and the canvas.

Makers Meds




OCT 19th, 2010. Tuesday...


The delight in the moment before the score, thats hot. Makes me dizzy to see her shoot sometimes, its music in motion with that pocket drop sound so perfect it echos with that rolling thunder into the reservoir.

There are villains and there are heroes. And then there are those in the middle. A Frienemy, I have a few of those, not many-just a few, and I'm not talking about J.B. People can sometimes be petty at the expense of pride, and too proud to admit when they goofed. But if your young ah well... Its never too late for minor do over's.

It's really not in me to hold a grudge, only when I make the effort I'll hold it for a long time, I've done it before but not in the last few years, that effort is way to taxing on the soul.

She is a rock star. I'm here for the women-just to let you know sir, I look at-em-differently from the way you do, sir, when you grow up you'll know what I'm talk'n about, but right now, we are not the same animal, maybe about 25 years ago I might have been you, but I graduated from my little head first a long time ago. I could care less about a bunch of dudes playing with there balls on a pool table-really, that hierarcy alpha dog shit is tired.

I can be intimitating or I can pay you the respect of being myself, being honest, and being upfront and stright to the point, though there are times for a little game once in a blue, I mean, without some kind of game, where is the fun?

Nostalgia is like a grammar lesson: you find the present tense, but the past perfect" ~O. L. Pomeroy


OCT 17th, 2010. Sunday Night...

"Fruit Smoothy"

The other day, I tried to drink a fruit smoothy and my mustache drank it before I could, not a drop past my lips. Then my beard decided to join in and soaked up most of my fruit smoothy even after I took a full swing of the cup, maybe its time to trim my hair a bit.

I'm dreaming, I am dreaming and then that thing that happens. I'm starving and my stomach is filled with this-this, this-thing we keep to our selves. This thing. Its my, exhale. Its about how I see when I inhale, how I want to see, I don't want to judge.

I do it to easy and now I'm scared. I let go to quickly, but I know, humiliation is the key, its humble, not to be used but to give it my all with out fear of lose. I stand my ground but my ground is a lonely place, I-know.

"To be great is to be misunderstood" ~Emerson


OCT 15th, 2010. Friday Night...


It's just dishes, it's just laundry, it's just a messy bed, who cares-I don't. I missed spelled a few words or forgot a word entirely, who cares. We broke up because domestic duties was a small part of something bigger about me. I left her, she drove me nuts, she could not appreciate that cooking, cleaning, laundry and making a bed was something I didn't even think twice about, I just did it and I did it very well, so well it looked like I was doing nothing and that drove her nuts. And that drove me nuts, her getting nuts over the mundane.

Doing laundry should never ever-ever be made to be a task, a mission, a quest or anything that entails making the mundane t-do's like the wash in any way shape or form; drama.

"Outside of the chair, the teapot is the most ubiquitous and important design element in the domestic environment and almost everyone who has tackled the world of design has ended up designing one" ~David McFadden

The simple things in life, the things that are always going to be there long after we are gone, should not be in front of the things you love the most.

Unless taking care of someone you love more than you're self entails domestic duties, then its okay, still, the duty-mundane to your average person is, well, mundane, no matter how you slice it. Because there is something more important happening while you are doing it. I once pretended I was struggling to do laundry and washing dishes when my girl friend moved in with me, I just gave the appearance that is was something hard to do, huffing and puffing and saying ouch once in a blue, that made her happy, and her happiness of my would be struggling made me, well, we broke up. To some people, domestic life is first and everything else that life has to offer is second. That's easy for anyone to believe when they don't have a life or are scared to go get one..


OCT 13th, 2010.


"The secret of happiness is freedom. The secret of freedom is courage" Thucydides
"In a completely sane world, madness is the only freedom!"~ J. G. Ballard
"If Jesus was a Jew, how come he has a Mexican first name?"~Billy Connolly
"She runs out of herself, out of her skin. Into freedom" ~Aritha Van Herk

My Egg Omelette is mad Libre!!!


OCT 12th, 2010.




"Part of your heritage in this society is the opportunity to become financially independent" ~Jim Rohn


OCT 11th, 2010.

"Inner Wolf Child"

And when Gail.
Threw that bowling ball. 
With all her might.
The helpless little pins. 
Stood no chance. 
Against its flight.




OCT 7th, 2010.

"Farm Girl"


I'll never let anyone manage my dreams. I can take a step back. I can make a mistake and not a point a finger. I can manage a win or a lose.

My impression on some can be something else other than what others know to be true or not, huh?. Throw me a bone or a shot whisky for crying out loud.

I do things mostly for, well. Its time to grow up william, grow up just a little bit, and take the tantrum not so personal anymore. I think this means let it go.

My right side is calling to my left hand stroke. I might have over did it just a bit.

That's okay, though time is a predator and my mind is away, I'm still a turtle shell doing well, but sooner or later it's going to be time to pay the bill.


"If a man harbors any sort of fear, it percolates through all his thinking, damages his personality, makes him landlord to a ghost" ~Lloyd C. Douglas



OCT 6th, 2010.

"SING Girl "

I first heard her back in the 80's. I didn't like her at all, she seemed like she had issues. But yet she was on tv and people loved her. Then she kinda blew up in the early to mid 90's, and oh man, I was so in love with her.

I chased her around the world twice over just to hear her voice. She made feel alive. I produced, I created, I was mused, I was inspired, driven by love and filled with the ability of craft to express that love... While trying to make money of course. That fuel, that drive, wow, I really wish I had that feeling again. Recently, I was in love for about 36 hours, then kind of in love in the 11th hour, then it fizzled out into feeling silly on the 37th hour. Her hair, her smile, the way she turned; all that good stuff most of us mere mortals are turned on about that's what did it, I think.

Red hair is hot. A great smile; hot. A voice. Maybe that's its. Then again most people who speak get on my nerve the second they say something so maybe it is not the voice.
Yeah, A belly full of butterflies can only tickle if I had an empty stomach to give-em room to flutter. I guess I better lose some weight If I'm gonna feel the love and not substitute it with food for lack of; man I love food.


OCT 5th, 2010. about last week...

"NAPL. $3000."


It's all about

The Love



OCT 4th, 2010.


This is far as my singing goes ...


"I was on the point of cutting the cord that suspended me between heaven and earth . . . and measured with my eye the vast space that separated me from the rest of the human race . . . I felt myself precipitated with a velocity that was checked by the sudden unfolding of my parachute" ~ Andre-Jacques Garnerin, world's first parachutist, 22 October 1797
"It is one thing to be in the proximity of death, to know more or less what she is, and it is quite another thing to seek her" ~ Ernest Hemingway
"Why does one want to walk wings? Why force one's body from a plane to make a parachute jump? Why should man want to fly at all? People often ask these questions. But what civilization was not founded on adventure, and how long could one exist without it? Some answer the attainment of knowledge. Some say wealth, or power, is sufficient cause. I believe the risks I take are justified by the sheer love of the life I lead" ~Charles A. Lindbergh
"If riding in an airplane is flying, then riding in a boat is swimming. If you want to experience the element, then get out of the vehicle"



Sept 30th, 2010.

"Team9 @ S.B.B"

"I never was brought into the league thinking as far as, you know, statistics, things like that. We were really brought into the league in a team concept. Everything was focused around winning" ~Mark Messier

Team 9


Blue Eye


Sept 30th, 2010.

"Lick My Stick"

Principles, can be taught, learned through experience, influenced, might be natural to some regardless of all of the above; who knows. The sounds that you love can be... music? Maybe. We go to place when we do the things we love.

If you don't know who PJ Harvey is, I might start questioning our friendship. But please feel free to ask me.





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