William Fuentes




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AUG 29th, 2010. Sunday morning

"Get''n Married"

"Love is when reality is better than your dreams" ~B.Graham


AUG 23nd, 2010. monday morning

"Roll 50% off"
"Good Sushi"

"Sushi was gone, ... Somehow, she just got out the night before we were supposed to leave. She was just gone" ~ Jack McCoy

AUG 22nd, 2010. Sunday

"Crest of Nine Rule"
"On a cloth untrue / With a twisted cue / And elliptical billiard balls" ~ W. S. Gilbert

"When soldiers have been baptized in the fire of a battle-field, they have all one rank in my eyes" ~Napoleon Bonaparte


Faith, I find it scary and blinding, but, its what I am filled left with. I saw a moth by the flame and also before in daylight in the basement. I'm filled with questions and people are giving me answers and solutions I have very little confidence in. But there really is nothing left for me to do. Either I don't have the strength right now or my wisdom is telling me to trust my heart and let it go. I am starting to think that the effort is the prize. There is no formula or guarantees about anything, especially about our endeavors and what is right. I will not become you because I once upon a time was you.


AUG 19th, 2010. Thursday

"Good Movie Good Sandwich "

Scott Pilgrim
My sandwich

Drinks, movie and then dinner.

My body is a temple of little indulgences at my own pace on my own schedule. Kinda juvenile for a man my age to live and eat this way. But at least when I have a corn beef sandwich and angioplasty fries on the side I don't have to worry the wife and kids, cause, I don't have any. ps: the wine will thin the blood along with a gallon of water before bed time. I can eat dumb but I'm not that dumb...


AUG 17th, 2010. Tuesday

"Home is where the..."
"About last Friday. Tonys Bday then House warming"

Home is where friendships are formed and families are grown; where joy is shared and true love is known;
where memories are made and seeds of life are sown.
This is the place that people call Home.

Bread - So you never go hungry.
Wine - So your life is always sweet.
Salt - So there is always spice in your life.
And a Candle - So you always have light. heat.

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Free to B...

independence is liberating


AUG 15th, 2010. Sunday

"It's Da-Vine"
"You don't have to be married to have a good friend as your partner for life" ~Greta Garbo

1990 was a pretty good year. It was the end of the 80's and that made me happy cause the 80's stunk.. Except maybe some of the music and maybe one or two people who held dear to me. And oh yeah, the wine. The vine's for the wines from 1990 was pretty damn okay.

"There seems to be a law that governs all our actions so I never make plans" ~Greta Garbo

Free stroke is nice, trust that what you have learned will happen when it is needed most.



AUG 14th, 2010.

"A child becomes an adult when he realizes that he has a right not only to be right but also to be wrong" Thomas Szasz
"Creativity is not merely the innocent spontaneity of our youth and childhood; it must also be married to the passion of the adult human being, which is a passion to live beyond one's death" ~R.May

Lately, It's a little getting scary out there. You know, not that I am trying to get anywhere with anyone but you know you are never going to get anywhere with a person who barely feel's any shame or embarrassment after doing or saying something normally most folks would be shameful or embarrassed about. What is even scarier is you know it is an indication that they are going to do it again.

It's within the assumption of most people that they should be learning and growing from there mistakes, whatever a mistake is. I guess to some, juvenile adults might be an incurable social ailment; but one can always hope. Beauty to some people might be ugly to others or vise versa. I feel shame and slightly embarrassed after I handle something poorly sometimes also feeling like a failure.

lately I have been saying allot "I have seen this before" "You are singing an old song" Efran Rayes misses with a ball in hand every now and then. And no, I will not be a nice guy this time. I'm on a vertical horizon and I'm standing straight up. My knees are buckling when I walk. My tolerance for alcohol is stronger but this time I'm not going to drink to drown out the headaches around me but just to saviour the flavor as I should be.

"Acting is a masochistic form of exhibitionism. It is not quite the occupation of an adult" ~L.Olivier


AUG 11th, 2010.

"Are you a mexican or a mexicant?"


"Avoid hangovers: stay drunk"

"I've got problem for your solution"

I took a week off, just to sleep in, ya-know, get that healing sleep.

"In the spider-web of facts, many a truth is strangled" ~Paul Eldridge

But, I found myself working harder in the last three days then I did in the last five days of work before I took the week off, I'm gonna stop now.

"There are some things you learn best in calm, and some in storm" ~Willa Cather

I have a new desire, thank goodness, I thought my blood went cold. I don't worry about missing the old anymore, it's more evolved, I'm talk'n about the worry part, and what would be missing; if there is anything to miss.

"It is only when we forget all our learning that we begin to know" ~Henry David Thoreau

I feel fortunate, but also kinda alone, not lonely though, but far away...


"What we believe to be the motives of our conduct are usually but the pretexts for it" ~Miguel de Unamuno



AUG 8th, 2010. Sunday

"Are you a mexican or a mexicant?"


My diplomacy had a good workout this week.

Normally I would react with emotion first then reason second, all depending on what's the issue. I take pride in my peacekeeping skills. I know when push come to shove, I'll let-em push first cause I know I can push back harder in the end, if any end. Someone once said to me "I know Tai Chi, if you keep pushing me your going to fly over me"...I barely trust anyone in the billiard and pool community. 7 in the bar 3 in the hall every season it's the same song over and over again. If you say I've done something I've never done before then I know your about to do it yourself and you need a reason for it; don't you know your karma is going to bite you ass for that later on? It did to me... With bad people, The most common usage to disguise imprudence is to point a finger at someone else and lie about his or her discretions with your preemptive indiscretion. I think I've gotten use to it or at least know where to expect it. I feel a little bad that most people do know the truth and choose to ignore it, drown it with other truths and lies and then it's forgotten, at least for a while. I am not bitter, maybe that's why there's always a repeat of the same thing. Negotiation is like soup, put a little spice in it and you get something sweet and sour provided you don't stir it to much.

Nobody is perfect especially me..






AUG 6th, 2010. Friday

8 on the break
"Last monday Sofia..."
"Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings"
~Salvador Dali


AUG 3rd, 2010.

I need a new adventure
" Noodle House Rock..."
"Some people live life everyday like its a new day.. Cause I've see they still haven't learn jack shit from their yesterday" ~william fuentes's Zen+one more tiny note Philosophy

From Original series sample. First stage preparation before Adobe photo shop defacement. TEAM: POCKET PORN STARS.

I'm not really into spreading myself too thin anymore, yes I have done it in the past. I'm not bitter, I'm just predicting that maybe, once again, some people are going to be enlightened-"again" learn something new or repeat dumbass choices at my expense; "again". And I'm not talking about Ness either. Sometimes I have to choose to slow down to keep up.


July 28/30th, 2010.

" I guess I'm going in the right direction "


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"Commitment unlocks the doors of imagination, allows vision, and gives us the "right stuff" to turn our dreams into reality" J. Womack
Fuenstamatic™: "Clean Version1" ©. Model, Evie. 7-26-2010. TEAM GET IN THE HOLE.

Occasionally, I go back in time, on my blog, and read go over the things stuff I write about people, places things and events, all mostly about my life. And whenever I read some an entry and it's all about my bitchy and moany, no matter how sound logical or what my intention and motive was at the time of the statement or complaint. I always feel embarrassed about it afterward after its old news. Loosing my cool has always left me with a feeling of the shame; the shame of losing my cool does not happen often but when it does it sticks.

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