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September 30th 2009 Wed Mor

Get In the HOver Kill...


Yup...We did this... 2x

Once upon a time there was a match @ the Whisky Ward..

Sometimes, its like a train, you start with one, even though you say to your self or say it out loud. I'm gonna go easy today/tonight...Still... well.. Okay one more wtf. Then, oh, thanks, cheers. Okay what-ya-hav'n? How about you? Anybody. Cheers. Good shot! yay! Okay I'm up, SlurP! I'm up I need a shot. This rounds on the bar tender, okay cheers!!! Good game guys, you wanna do-a-round? It's early, Ill do one more before I go. You want one? Oh on you, okay. YOooU WAannnA DOooOne MoRRe?.?

the end...


Jameson, and the other's

Whisky Warm

Hold it


Monday Team: Get In the Hole

"Man, being reasonable, must get drunk; the best of life is but intoxication" ~Lord Byron


The one that did it, Trevor

I won something this year


Thanks Kim

The Boya's!!!



"You're not drunk if you can lie on the floor without holding on" ~Joe E. Lewis







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September 29th 2009 Tues Mor



DOES THE POSSIBILITY EXIST? The Sexless Guy/Girl Friendship By Elizabeth Philippe

I have recently been placed in a situation which caused me to excavate the long-buried issue and beg the question:  Can men and women perfectly coexist in a platonic friendship?  Once a firm believer of this phenomenon (as I have been fully capable of forming and maintaining non-sexual dealings with my male counterparts) some rather recent occurrences are slowly shifting my perception of the ordeal in the opposite direction.

The men in my life are divided and labeled within three separate categories. At the present time, there are one or two men with whom I am very close who at some point I did have feelings for.  For one reason or the other, our friendship remained untainted by sexual prowess and we have never crossed any boundaries.  There is an additional one or two whose throats my tongue has been down but again, for whatever reason, we remained platonic.  Finally, there are the guys whom I have never had one inkling of a feeling for; the men who, even if they stood naked in front of me glistening in Johnson and Johnson’s baby oil with the body and powerfully sexy voice of the King Leonidus himself, I would not find myself tossing my panties aside in hopes of hours of immense pleasure like I envisioned with the Spartan while in the theater watching 300…twice! For quite some time now, each of the men in each of these categories has simply been a friend—without benefits; no thoughts of engaging in relations whatsoever. These are the guys I call up and invite over for popcorn in PJ’s on Blockbuster nights, whose ears I flood with pointless-yet-exciting life tales like those in an episode of Seinfeld; who I can dance sexily with at clubs and parties without the fear of being groped or harassed.

So why am I getting the feeling that somewhere in the back of some of their minds, what we have is not platonic at all?  Is it possible that a guy, like a girl,  plays the "friend" role in anticipation of a breakup with her partner only to swoop in for consolation, hoping that the she would see that what she is looking for lies within him? 

I try my best to be oblivious to the fact that some men actually do reveal characteristics usually exhibited by women as it makes the man seem as though he hung his balls up to dry but the fact is...some men do.

Maybe I am just being naïve in thinking that the magnetic forces that attract penis to vagina can be controlled by the invisible barrier that is a platonic relationship. Think about it. Where does the term "friends with benefits" apply? Somewhere out there is a man and woman who are actually so bestial, so incapable of finding a partner who they actually share feelings for to engage in multiple shag sessions with that they must rely on someone deemed a "friend." In my experience, this so-called friend was a man whose last name I repeatedly began saying with my first name to see how well it would suit me after we got married. He may have seen me as a friend but I saw him as my love slave. Platonic sex? I think not!

Even though a "friend" of mine recently decided that my tongue needed a massage and the instrument he would use was his own, I will try my best to remain an avid believer of the sexless guy-girl association.  I do realize that not every instance is the same and not all men have a master plan to pretend to want a casual relationship but essentially casually want "in." Some may in fact want to have an open and honest relationship with one of their female friends, but let's be real...the majority of the time, sex is the underlying catalyst. What do folks do when they are on a dry sex spell/ They turn to friends to alleviate their yearnings.
Although way too many men let their penises live their lives for them, there are a few who have mastered the art of control and realize that the penis does not control them, they control the penis. They are one with the penis. These men can actually keep their members in their pants in exchange for a lifetime of a great friendship.

I cherish those men.

"..." ~...






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September 28th 2009 Mon Mor

Michele Li Bday



"There is but one genuine love-potion - consideration"
~Menander of Athens"




All is full of love



"A little Consideration, a little Thought for Others, makes all the difference" ~ Winnie the Pooh

"The purely agitational attitude is not good enough for a detailed consideration of a subject" ~Jawaharlal Nehru







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September 25th 2009 Fri Mor

Napl Party #1 The demand for change has been set.



"To believe in yourself and to follow your dreams, to have goals in life and a drive to succeed, and to surround yourself with the things and the people that make you happy - this is success!" ~Sasha Azeved

After awhile, a person can take but so much before he losses his shift. Or keep taking it until? So, what is the driving force of the things we do? And that thing that drives us to do the things we do, does it matter? If we are driven by ambition and justice does this make for a good fuel for our drive? Does it matter? Will it effect the out come of objective? Finding something or being a part of something that makes us happy is always a good thing, especially when it free's a people living with limited choice.

We choose to be were we want to be, and we choose to do what we want to do. The consequence on the other hand, of doing what we want is always a circumstance driven. The need of the one out weigh the need of the many. or is it the need of the many out weight the need of the one? Or how about, an army of one's makes for a need of the many? Ah, yes, the drive in which we are motivated, will not effect the need of the many only the need of the one's. Success is almost totally dependent upon drive and persistence.

"The extra energy required to make another effort or try another approach is the secret of winning." ~Denis Waitley.







From time to time, I've always ask myself this question regarding endeavors and ideas I come across every now and then with an aged significance, like, for this circumstance, coming across a fine wine but not quit sure if its so fine. If something sits in the dark for to long, does it spoil? does it get better with age? Or does it become a poison? And I'm not talking about food. I'm talking about doing some thing the same way for to long, I know if it aint broke don't fix it, then again when one break's a bone, then it heals (the bone), its usually stronger in the place where it broke. I read somewhere recently a quote" it went something like, "those rules and regulation from twenty years ago would still be great if it was still twenty years ago." Everything needs maintenance once in awhile, even rules and regulation, a code, a life style, a game, or even pair of jeans no matter how great the physeek. Everything and everybody eventually grows or evolves, a kind of people, a size of place, a way of game and even an idea for something old. Though there are something's in life that will never change and something's in life that will sometimes change, and something's in life that will always need change, again, like a pair of jeans; change, well... "Life can either be accepted or changed. If it is not accepted, it must be changed. If it cannot be changed, then it must be accepted." ~who knows.

"There's nothing wrong with change, if it's in the right direction" ~WChurchill

Cherokee Woman Gail Glazebrook


"A business like an automobile, has to be driven, in order to get results" B. C. Forbes







"If you don't drive your business, you will be driven out of business" B. C. Forbes


"A writer writes not because he is educated but because he is driven by the need to communicate. Behind the need to communicate is the need to share. Behind the need to share is the need to be understood" Leo Rosten






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September 23rd 2009 Wed Mor

why me ...


Sometimes I am reminded of me; huh? When someone comes along and does exactly what I do to others... well.. I'm grateful when that happens.. It stops me from being you. Not that there is anything wrong with that. I mean, I like me, so I guess I like you.

I has been a contradiction of situations these last few months, people and what I say and what they do and what they say and what I do. Its is almost pointless to make an issue when the issue is really pointless.

I am running in a circle, even if do manage to jump out of it I end up in another one regaurdless, that is the way it is supose to be though....Right?

"Born to be wild - live to outgrow it" ~Lao Tzu





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September 22nd 2009 Tues Mor



"Whosoever is delighted in solitude is either a wild beast or a god" ~Francis Bacon



"When despair for the world grows in me, and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children's lives may be--I go and lie down where the wood drake rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things who do not tax their lives with forethought or grief. I come into the presence of still water. And I feel above me the day-blind stars waiting with their light. For a time I rest in the grace of the world, and am free" ~Wendell Berry





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September 21st 2009 Mon Mor



LAUNCH PARTY. Date: Wednesday, September 23, 2009 Time: 7:30pm - 10:30pm Location: Josie Woods Street: 11 Waverly Place City/Town: East New York, NY

National Amateur Pool League (NAPL)
Amateur Pool League Starting in the Manhattan area.

1) What is the format? 8-ball, 9-ball or both? How does it work?

The game is 8-ball. League play will begin at 7pm on Wednesday nights. Each team consists of 5-8 players. Five players will play each night and whichever team wins three or more matches, wins the night. Each week, the NAPL staff will update the standings. If two teams have the same record, the team with the highest winning percentage based on racks won, will be ranked higher. The top teams n each division, plus a lucky wildcard team, will compete in the playoffs!

2) How much will it cost...membership and weekly dues?

The membership fee is $25 per player, per season and weekly dues are $50 per team ($10/player for 5 players).

3) Why $25 per player per season and $10 per player every week for 5 players?

Our goal is to reward the players and pay them well for their efforts. The more teams we get, the more we’ll pay!

4) Who can join? How does the ranking system work?

There are 7 different skills levels. These levels range from a Rookie = 2 points up to a Grand Master = 8 points. The maximum points allowed per league night will not exceed 25 points.

Anyone from a beginner (for example a ranking of "D" in the BCA or "2" in the APA), to an advanced player (i.e. a ranking of "A" in the BCA or "7" in the APA) can join the league. Sorry but you big dogs considered Open or Pro players are not allowed. (The word Amateur is in the title in case you hadn’t noticed).

Players that have no ranking reference will be evaluated by the NAPL staff and ranked as best as possible. Rankings will be adjusted throughout the season as players show improvement.

5) Where do we play?

League play will be in bars throughout Manhattan. And hey, if there is a special bar near and dear to your heart (and/or apartment or workplace) that you’d like to play out of and they are not an NAPL bar already, please let us know so that we can do everything possible to bring them aboard.

6) What are the prizes and awards going to will the prize money trickle down?

This league was designed for you "THE PLAYER" and I believe that the players deserve to be rewarded for their efforts. This is why we will be awarding cash and great prizes at the end of every season. The more participants we have the more money and prizes will be awarded so "spread the word". We’d appreciate it!

7) What are the rules going to be like?

We will be playing with the official NAPL rules created by Tony Robles and other fellow players to make the league as fair as possible. They will be similar to most of the 8-ball rules players are already familiar with such as ball-in-hand and calling all shots. (Sorry but no more lucky shots for you!).

8) Why should I join?

Pool is a sport everyone can enjoy and it’s a great way to get together with friends, co-workers, family and teammates to compete, let loose and get your game on during the week. Its fun, it’s exciting, it’s competitive and anyone can win whether you’re a beginning or an avid player so don’t be afraid to join.

9) How do I sign up?

If you haven’t already, please sign up for our email list on the homepage. This way we can keep you up to date on all the latest news for the league. Then, do you have a bar in mind? If you are a frequent customer and/or know the staff, feel free to ask them if they’re interested in hosting your bar team for the NAPL. Otherwise, simply provide us with the name of your requested bar, and maybe a few others you’d be interested in and we’ll do all the talking.

Once you know what bar you can play out of and you’ve got a team together, each player must complete the individual player membership applications and the team captain must have the bar/team agreement forms signed, pay your membership dues and you’re ready to start the season!

10) But what if I don’t have a team? Can I still join?

Of course you can! There are plenty of teams out there that love to meet new people and are looking for a great guy/girl just like you. Let us know that you’re looking for a team to join and we’ll be your Pool eHarmony matchmaker.






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September 20th Sun Afternoon

Dream of me...


Last night I dreamt I was woman. A female assassin. Protecting someone. I had a partner but I cant remember who or what was the gender. Don't know the reason why I was a chick. But during the course of the dream, the weapons I used to kill with were getting heaver and heaver until I had to simplify what I was using to kill my enemies with, swords. But even those were getting heavy. The second I realized I was women I woke up. I had this erg to buy symbols, icons, something carved from knives. I went to a fare-fest, I found a table with carved marble animals.

I picked what I am usually drawn too. Spirit animals and all that other hokey shit most people laugh at. I always had a knack to see the subtle. Things we often choose not to see, or do see and not really make much out of it. I do believe there are no accidents and I do believe that one thing leads to another.. The Turtle is the life, The Owl is wisdom and the black rabbit is death; now that I think of it, I might have been the black rabbit in my dreams.. It was the only black animal on the entire table...

I saw the idols, picked them up, and said to the vender "how much"? And the vender just gave-em to me, didn't even charge. He said, "keep-em". Young kid, big, didn't even look me in the eye when he gave-em to me, he didn't even know how many I had in my hand. I said thanks and walked away. Then ate massive sausages, the sausage man gave me extra food for some reason. I sat, I ate and thought about my dream, my animals in my bag and.... What my next move is gonna be. I went to soho and shot a bit, talked with CK. He said some nice but strong things to me...

It was so refreshing to hear someone being honest open and direct. Then I spoke to Vic later in the evening. She did the same. Shared, open, direct. Some times when I look, I don't get what I want. And when I give up...It happens. But When it happens, the feeling of my wanting is not there anymore, still when it happens, its really good that it did. Maybe there is something there, a reward, when giving it your best shot and failing. The reward? Getting what you deserve when you think you didn't earn it.

"Be careful what you wear to bed at night, you never know who you'll be in your dreams" ~Spirals

The Turtle is the life, The Owl is wisdom and the black rabbit is death...

"Humor is an affirmation of dignity, a declaration of man's superiority to all that befalls him"
~Romain Gary





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September 20th Sun Mor'ng

About a few days ago


I never went there before, so deep; drinking took me there or pulled it out. Shooting my mouth off or was it reviewing? You are where you came from, or at least most of us are. I don't think I have ever said what I said to anyone before, or I might have written it in my blog years ago. There is a bit of an undignified feeling when you get to that state.

"Drunk is feeling sophisticated when you can't say it"

The dark the light and the haze in the middle. Logic and emotion and the ride in the middle.

I'm the middle, or at least I try to be. If I were like water, the ripples would move toward both and then fade into the calm. If I were floating in the middle were would the wave take me? What are the waves made of? Who disturbs the calm, what disturbs the calm? Am I the what or are you the who? This might be the other way around; I always get things backward when I'm casual. Under pressure things become very clear.

Kirk or Spock or some bones in the middle? Darth or Yoda or some force in the middle?

They aint got nothing in the middle for these kinds of ideas and ideologies somewhat based on Zen religions and the psychology in reactionaries of human existence. Roads without directions and warning signs, being in the middle of nowhere; or is it somewhere? To force or not to force that is the stillness. "Live long and prosper" ~ Spock, that is I guess the objective of some? "The need of the one outweigh the need of the many"~ JTK.. now that has got some potential..

The good, bad or a little bit of both from the middle.

That place, most times when I leave it be, it falls into a new place, or is it turns into a new place? I guess I'll do what feels right, even if it seems wrong. I'm not a big fan of sitting back and watching things unfold into the bad, whatever bad is. What's bad to one is good to another or is that the other way around? Its not solid ground, when you we float in the middle.








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September 18th Friday Mor'ng

About last Tuesday/wed


Thats the ticket


Had a black out


When did this happen, I-donno?

Auto pilot shooting

Lydia...You'll never be on my team....






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September 17th Thursday Mor'ng

About last monday



Two seasons in a row, Winners, of the Summer 2009 A.B.C, B.C.A team 9ball challenge!!!


With the peach's






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September 15th Tues Mor'ng

Papa got a brand new Bag... yay :)


It never feels good when one is just at the finish line and then for just for a quick moment, forgets, what was the stuff that got them there in the first place?

Treated myself to something...healing this morning, because of last night.. Debacle of a match I played...

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You ever had one of those days when you forget the little things when you shoot... Like, how to shoot?... It's time for william to reacquaint with william sniff sniff... and maybe shave... Buy something new, get rid of the blue, and move on to the next thing without a clue, of what's gonna happen next...







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September 14th Monday Mor'ng

Im hear----ng....


Last Thursday Qualifiers


So critical.. If it cannot be said in words, then in action, I guess. We will all have a clear understanding of what we are trying to communicate.. To whom however, is still a mystery. Until the only thing left to try and understand is WTF just happened?

Sometimes we forget what we were trying to say in the first place, all the words and action of trying to say something can be tireing. Sometimes, speaking stinks, sometimes, action gets you knowwere. But the effort to communication says everything you need hear...



Last night VMA'S.... dang...

If KW wants to make things up... I mean really, save face... He would sing one of her songs... or maybe even a duet...

An arrogant idiot. I guees would be one who is empowered to be-by those who patronize his behavior and pat him on the back with support, friendship and attention.

Buy his music, laugh at his jokes, and watch him hurt others around him, yeah, the stuff little groupy's are made of...

Humility is the mark of a humble man, and a warrior of virtue...








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September 13th Sunday night

And then I...


I lost over 60ish photographs on a faulty HD.... And now Im recycling photos on my website until I pull out the soul gun again and start shooting people....uhg!!

"Until you value yourself, you won`t value your time. Until you value your time, you will not do anything with it" ~M. Scott Peck

"You must be the change you want to see in the world" ~Mahatma Gandhi

"But seduction isn't making someone do what they don't want to do. Seduction is enticing someone into doing what they secretly want to do already" ~ Waiter Rant

"If you don't think every day is a good day, just try missing one" ~Cavett Robert

I need to update.. relocate.. find a new date to do things that'll get my juices flowing again... Im okay.. just a little onwii these days...








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September 13th Sunday

The Questions pretext


Stripes: This entry is not about Gail or Supy. How ever the Dr. Seuss wear is pretty cool...

Honesty and faith.. along with a pretext or too...

These are the kind of things.. that… well… I think that remind us of us. The reasons, we are we, and were we came from… well sort of came from…

"What we believe to be the motives of our conduct are usually but the pretexts for it" ~Miguel de Unamuno

Preprogramming can be somewhat of a sentence. Liberation happens when we become independent of our pretext. This can guide us not lead.... Well at least that is what I thought untill a few months ago...

"If you wish at once to do nothing and be respectable nowadays, the best pretext is to be at work on some profound study" ~Leslie Stephen

I might be sentenced in my own pretext. I know I can be hard and kind of a rock head; I'll try and be I'm honest. Authentic in my attitude and take responsibility for my actions; well sometimes… most times anyway...

Sometimes I make mistakes and wish I could take them back. I'll lie, I'll deny, but if I have to naysay something after I did it, then I know I made a mistake… Sometimes I have been given mercy for my mistakes, so'll-pay it foward in kind and show some. Sheeiut, I've made so many mistakes I can smell a mistake a mile away like you would the ocean. Even if its not my own; embraced in the arms of Miss-take; I know her siren well. …

"She missed him the days when some pretext served to take him away from her, just as one misses the sun on a cloudy day without having thought much about the sun when it was shining" ~ Kate Chopin

I cannot judge anybody making a bad call… Or even a good one… I guess, well I know I should and I do appreciate the honest moments, even if there hard ones…

I'm a forgiving man, it comes with the territory and up bringing of being me...

For me or not for me, answer the Question...

If I'm asked… I usually answer. … If I'm asked a loaded question, it might be an opportunity. .. .. If I'm asked a question out of scuttle and antagonism I'll answer with a questionable answer.

If I'm asked an annoying question I wont even answer, not answering is my answer.

"It is not the answer that enlightens, but the question" ~Decouvertes

But If I'm asked a stupid question…well, I guess that's when the fun begins. But at least I'll answer with almost all of the above…

Sometimes a question can be scary…even simple ones. Well, I guess it all depends on who's asking… or answering

Its easy to answer people who you don't care about, its harder to answer people who you love; or is that the other way around? I guess that all depends on who it is...

"It is error only, and not truth, that shrinks from inquiry" ~Thomas Paine

I cant imagine a person asking there boss an inappropriate question, personal or detrimental to there job, but if that same question is asked to someone who is not a boss, what does that say about them or you? Nothing? Everything? a little bit of both?

Honest questions, teeming questions…sexual questions, even dirty-inappropriate questions. The kinds of questions we are asked tell us how we are perceived, respected, challenged or tested... Where we stand and where it can go, will it expand or if it will grow..

The kinds of questions we choose to answer define us…. The kinds of questions we choose to avoid expose us... . Ask me anything.

"A question can lead to a Lesson"






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September 11th Friday Mor



Photo by Jonathan L. Smith. 911






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September 9th Thursday Mor

last night ... 999



Play it cool.. Have a warm drink with ice.. Have a cold drink with a warm serving. Don't sweat it.. keep it going. I do appreciate where I have been & where I am going but still in a bit of the wonder's. Is it becuase of the stuper-smart's or something else? Dude, I-tell-yu'h, sometimes I gots du'h brain's- ... Even hammered.. Sex, drink, rock and something else going on. I want to do something tropical soon. Bring some peeps with me. I am long over do for some scenery less ordinary. I asked her but really I didnt care, I was just wondering not cause I need to know, cause I already know. I felt very secure.. And more appreciated, which is nice..


Serve what, these?


wait just a moment







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September 9th Wed



Lost your drive?...Get a new vehicle..

I was writing a letter, detailed, time consuming, fluffy, emotional, logical, smart, witty, descriptive, insinuating, and whatever else colors that made me the attentive pallet of my life's ups and downs today.

The more I kept writing and the deeper I got into the details of what I was writing about, the more... Well... I started seeing myself in the writings more than what I was writing about, but not what I was saying in the words but more of where I have been with these words. Like a mirror but not a reflection but more like a pool of water against the wall.

The more I kept coming up with conclusion's and points and facts about what I was bearing in mind, entering and archiving, the clearer It was washing over me... why? To what end to what porpose? I had no fuel objective for my drive....

"Life is very interesting. In the end, some of your greatest pains become your greatest strengths" ~Drew Barrymore

Its has always been with me, when ever I was in some subtle change, the old stuff from my past, floats to the top of the lake for a bit, rippels in the water. But this time, I dove to the bottom before anything came up. It was very liberating for a moment..

I saw myself drifting down into an old well, with shit from the distant past sitting at the bottom of it. I dove and floated down on my own free will, and landed on my feet, a little sad but relived. There was old clothing, old skin, old thoughts, my old ways, a dirty sock... action Jackson and seeing none of this shit don't fit me anymore, I deleted the letter and came back up.

I lost my momentum and drive writing the letter to the bitter thoughts of my own patronizing immaturity and irresponsibility; I got a new vehicle. I'm happy with who I am, what I know, how I got to know things, how I am, and most importantly, respect who I am.





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September 8th Tuesday



...The game never changes

only the person playing does...






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September 7th Mon

@ work, Labor Pains on Labor day


Words can hit like a fist, or kiss like a mist.
Sometimes my words can be sharp and cut like a sword into the place where-u' com'n-from.... Next time, I'll speak a bit more dull and blunt... as to soften the blow of my speak with a dry stroke.


"Our desires and decision to do what we want to do are not always the things we should do or want to do" ~ Naldo Concurs

The range of criticism, appreciation and judgment I have gotten about my art work in the past was so broad, anything anybody has to say about it personal was almost pointless. Unless I'm willing to use my time for an emotional rollercoaster of ones perspective, personality, inner child and parsimoniousness; huh?

Saying something is nothing, saying nothing is something. "Saying nothing about something is everything" ~EL Scuba..

Not being able or wanting to say anything speaks volumes, greater impact. ~ Kathryn FairChild...

123 is life. We operate in three's. We are taught to have purpose, congregate and function in ratios of ABC or 123, the building blocks of our intellectual development; here kid play with these three blocks. 2 always needs 3 to be complete, this thought is so deep concerning our inner-inner-child it might be absurd.

Photo by Timothy Devine |

...a brain.

One of the threes is always the engine and one of the other two of the three is the adhesive or the glue. And the third? Perhaps the vehicle for a range of so many ways we all operate with each other in the three's...









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September 5th Sat

About some of friday night...


Birthday Boy Cho friday night


"I like her because she smiles at me and means it" ~Anonymous. People change, attitudes change, time changes lots of things... The older we get the more attention we need or the more we need to pay attention. We age we grow we move on, too? Who knows, person place or thing? With time, we become useful to some and useless to others. With time we ether get better or worse. With time our beliefs get stronger or weaker. Some people, with time, don't want the labor pains any more, they just want the baby. I've been around the block, I see things, I've seen things. It is never too late to become what you might have been; George.E.

"Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out It's all about timing" ~Stacey Charter

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending" ~ Maria Robinson. This has been the stuff of the year of the bull, and I have seen a lot of this year's bull. I need to make a few changes, need to move on and need to go forward and leave behind the things I do not believe in anymore and stand up for the things I do believe in. With time, its time, to put new things ahead and old things behind. "Tough times never last, but tough people do" ~Robert Schuller. Yesterday was my buddy's Cho's birthday, and for sure, somewhere near by, there was another birthday happening as well.










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September 3rd 2009

About last week



Wed: Julie, The Doors...

"The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live" ~Flora Whittemore



"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in, forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day, you shall begin it well and serenely" ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

"I offer images- I conjure memories of freedom that can still be reached- like the Doors, right? But we can only open the doors, we can't drag people through. I can't free them unless they want to be free. Maybe primitive people have less bullshit to let go of, to give up. A person has to be willing to give up everything- not just wealth. All the bullshit that he's been taught- all society's brainwashing. You have to let go of all that to get to the other side. Most people aren't willing to do that" ~Jim Morrison

"There are things known and there are things unknown, and in between are the doors of perception"~Aldous Huxley

"One may know the world without going out of doors" ~Lao Tzu

"Personality has the power to open many doors, but character and self respect must keep them open"







Sun: I took it as a sign.


Naldo, Mike and there special friend.




Thursday, Ed..


In the mean time, see some Gail Feng shui break'n!!!







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