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I'll update in a few days. Gotta do the celebrating thing, put the last few day up and attempt to dry up a bit at the same time... As I am also still trying to think up a November theme for my site.
Happy Halloween
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Entry: October 27th, 30th 2008 |
Tuesday/Thursday Afternoon.
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Missing persons add

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"The nature of pool and billiards is most times, just a distraction" ~william fuentes
"Once, during Prohibition, I was forced to live for days on nothing but food and water" ~W.C. Fields
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I finally got some sleep after 40/45-some-odd-hours of hardcore whiskey running thru my system. Woke up drunk-went too bed drunk-woke up drunk. Couldn’t take it any more so I stood in bed until I felt equitable. Can’t even tell you what one dreams about when one is stoned in there sleep; dancing alligators in tutu’s, Jim Morrison selling pastrami and jelly sandwiches in a Buddhist temple made of Leggo-Logs and donuts, Harold and his purple crayon drawing a pool table with holes running around the table, flying turtles, cobble stoned roads made of billiard balls, barney rubble running off with your mom, whatever. When I woke up on this fine cold and rainy afternoon, I got that “it all happened yesterday feeling”. What I mean by that is, sometimes, at least with me, even though I go to bed for about 8 hours, when I awaken the next day, it just doesn’t feel like the next day. The days all become one day, day after day, and sleeping just felt like another task I just accomplished and now on to the next task. It is great to have a fresh mind in the morning, on almost any kind of morning. |
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"Dreams are free, so free your dreams" ~Astrid Alauda
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Entry: October 26th, 27th, 2008. |
Sunday Morning. Monday Morning
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The observer, when he seems to himself to be observing a stone, is really, if physics is to be believed, observing the effects of the stone upon himself. ~Bertrand Russell |
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“Tamed as it may be, sexuality remains one of the demonic forces in human consciousness -- pushing us at intervals close to taboo and dangerous desires, which range from the impulse to commit sudden arbitrary violence upon another person to the voluptuous yearning for the extinction of one's consciousness, for death itself. Even on the level of simple physical sensation and mood, making love surely resembles having an epileptic fit at least as much as, if not more than, it does eating a meal or conversing with someone.”~Susan Sontag
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A few several people, horrible circumstances, mutual agree-and-disagreements, betrayal, rejection, a history, a flame from old or new, then, unexpectedly, the combination ignites a relationship between two people giving it, it’s forbidden underlines, facilitated from those around the relationship expressing, “This is treacherous and erroneous” so-so wrong. Kind of like witches around a black cauldron making the smoke and flames higher and higher with chants and spells of scorn. People, by nature, want what they cannot have or should not have; we are taught this as children; sometimes inadvertently as well.
Automatic, if you tell the child, “No that’s not for you” The child wants it more than ever. Afterward the more you rationalize to the child why he or she cannot have it; the more the child desires it. You, the adult, are adding to the childs desire, a new component; taboo. “Taboo” is the engine for any supposedly forbidden relationship. An easier-said then-done solution, the psychology here would be, to give the child what he or she wants leaving the child to do with it, as they will, inevitably, if the circumstances are indeed "Taboo", they hurt themselves with it, then, lesson learned, (hopefully without anyone or themselves suffering the lose of a finger or an eye or even worse in the process of “lesson learned”). I am only speaking metaphorically mind you. I mean really, your not going to let your kid play with a powerdrill no matter how much he cries.
Though, It has always been in my experience, whenever ‘I think’ I might be, a third party of some “taboo relationship” from an old flame and friend, I stay clear and far of it as much as possible with-a-very-less than zero attitude attached to it, no emotional strings, no logical-verbal comments. instead, feeling fortunate I got off easy. Leaving only the two parties with no extra fiery-bond with my name on it as it’s foundation; adieu those two, with only each other. Truly 'if' the pedestal of any relationship has cracks in it, sooner or later that relationship will just end up as a pile of rubble and debri. I’ve seen it before, I’ve done it before, and I’ve been under the pile before.
This entry is just one perspective though. Very rarely have I ever seen anything good come from anything bad, save myself and my attitude towards unfaithfull behavior. I'd much prefer to be a part of something wonderful, the begining of something permitted, and not an ethical forbiddence. Still, things can always change with time.
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“Whenever a taboo is broken, something good happens, something vitalizing. Taboos after all are only hangovers, the product of diseased minds, you might say, of fearsome people who hadn't the courage to live and who under the guise of morality and religion have imposed these things upon us.” ~Henry Miller
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Entry: October 22nd, 2008 Wed... |
Monday Night
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“The devil has put a penalty on all things we enjoy in life. Either we suffer in health or we suffer in soul or we get fat.” ~Albert Einstein |
Killer Cake

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No E'N-d'a-meng's pumpkin pie today |
| I just wanted pumpkin pie as I watch my team shoot, could not find it for the life of me anywere near-by. Tryed next door at the cafe, none. We even tried to go the entenmann's version at KeyFood, (in spanish it's pronounced EN-da-mengs) not even that was available...so, so sad.... |
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“It is easy -- terribly easy -- to shake a man's faith in himself. To take advantage of that to break a man's spirit is devil's work.” ~George Bernard Shaw |



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Emily, Maya DelVillar ( Delvillar) and Sofia


JAY SULLIVAN!!!!
 
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“They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.” ~William Shakespeare |



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Entry: October 21st/19th, 2008. Tuesday Morning...Sunday Night |
Hot, Milfy Goodness |
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First Arnold, Gary and that porn chick, now this. The Nerve, the arrogance the insane vision of this Milfy-Jane-lady, who’s boots, never dug into sandy ground of a war-torn people. This women, who has never even been out of the country, ta-even-imagine she has the option to one day might have to lead America, is true Horror, not to mention embarrassing; the French must be laughing at us every day.
It's nice to be asked, “hey lady, wanna run America?” but really, do you think that this woman even thought to herself, "can I run America? If that day ever happens, can I handle it? Do you think she thinks, she lives in a country that can be managed by person of her qualifications? Yup, she does.
The fact, that she thinks she can run the country, deal with war issues from leaders and terrorist of 2nd and 3rd world countries, eco issues, SSI-issues, Deficit issues and a long list other issues, (That I think will never get resolved), should say she can not, so it is important that McCain does not win.
I think, if Sarah had turned down her VP invitation, this might have made her more likeable and much more of an interesting prospect for running in about say maybe 8 to12 years? If she had admitted, she is clearly not qualified to be a part of the white-house on any level, this would have given her sanity mad-props to allot of Americans looking for Women in the oval office. She’s certainly young enough to wait. She's44years old, and she’s kind of cute, scary, but cute, in a Milfy-way, she could've waited, but its too late now, she had an oppertunity and she blew it.
Sorry Sarah, I think you might have been better off turning down the opportunity of VP. Harvesting the respect one acquires from characteristics of humbleness and a sense of realism of the people around you, as oppose to inflicting and insulting Americans with your delusion and arrogance. I bet McCain banged this chick in the woods way back when moose hunting season was trendy with groupie politicians of backwater towns. “Hey John, if you don’t pick me as VP I’m gonna Youtube us back in the bar after that hunting trip, you know the one with the moose in heat”. Whatever….
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Is it a coincidence that this slogan about Sarah Palin has the same approach as my October 2008 entry? Its even the same colors, jeez... |

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frighteningprospect.com
"The problem for Palin isn't ambition, it's hubris. A more grounded politician would have put in the work to match their aspirations. That Palin hasn't done that bespeaks a tremendous, even scary, overconfidence" ~ Ezra Klein
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My slippers scare the pee out me every morning.
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Entry: October 18th, 2008. Saturday Morning. |
About last Thursday @ 6pm.
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Keep your eye on the ball-s

"When it comes to money nobody should give up anything"
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Danial's into it Yeah!!!

"So wretched is man that he would weary even without any cause for weariness from the peculiar state of his disposition; and so frivolous is he that, though full of a thousand causes for weariness, the least thing, such as playing billiards or hitting a ball, is sufficient to amuse him" ~ Blaise Pascal |

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"Do not look back in anger, or forward in fear, but around in awareness" ~James Thurber |

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"By nature, people are nearly alike; by practice, they get to be wide apart" ~Confucius
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Team: EVERYTHING BUT THE GUY
"There is no female mind. The brain is not an organ of sex. You might as well speak of a female liver" ~Charlotte Perkins Gilman
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Sixy

Danny, Olga

"The chains of habit are generally too small to be felt until they are too strong to be broken" ~Samuel Johnson |


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Single and Fabulous

"You will always be judged, if you play in a manner that is highly admired or loathly undesired" ~WF |

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"Men's natures are alike; it is their habits that separate them" ~Confucius |
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Entry: October 16th, 2008. Thursday Morning. |
About the last few days.
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"To swallow and follow, whether old doctrine or new propaganda, is a weakness still dominating the human mind."
~Charlotte Perkins Gilman


Gives love

Needs love

 
Works by John Golden

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