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| June 29th
Friday. |
Just
a little more about Consideration... |
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I’m always finding shit, yesterday
after the rainfall, I found something..
or maybe it found
me.. |
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There was no argument, no dirty
looks, no complaints, no nothing on my part,
not a single indication of an on coming emotional
reaction; I just got rid of her.
I know it seemed like, I was kind
of a prick when I got rid of that lady, but, there
is a history there, of things like that, her inconsideration
and expecting me to bend over for, happening for
years, and I just could not take it any more.
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27th |
Now-dats-more like
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Queens, there is no room for these kinds of people
when there is a majority of folks who all deserve
to be treated as equals.
The hierarchy
of ones job position, pool ranking skill level,
head of house hold, corporation or anything else
with a kind of-totem poll of position has no
place outside of were ever it is you are the
chief of. People tend to drag along
the fact that they think they have a union outside
of their profession, occupation or other. I wonder
if she new, I, at anytime can fill that position
with anyone on almost whim? If she did, then
maybe she didn’t like this
kind of man (me) having a say-so on the matter,
and that’s
why she constantly tested me with no consideration
of a possible wary consequence? If she didn’t
know my skill level, would she have disrespected
me for so long? I feel bad, she still has a job
though, but it’s just not with me anymore.
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Irene shoots back from
within the fire |
"Oh Fuckitty fuck!"
"Guacamole.."
"Ya-know, I'm funny, and I didnt even know-that"
"The damned machine!"
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Hx'nFX has got some
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I step out of the elevator and
lo and behold, a doll, in the middle of the hall,
standing on its two feet, in a puddle of water,
as if it just came in from the rain or something,
It was creepy at first, still, I moved in for a
closer look, it was a doll of a chick, a skinny
chick, cinnamon colored skinned,  big
red lips, a hat, giant shoes shapely body, still,
my instinct told me not to take her home, I placed
it right back were I found it and went home, later
that evening at about 4am, for some reason I went
to take a look to see if it was still there and
the thing was still in the hall but not were I
left it. Creepy. |
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Supadra wants her game
to get a little bit hiya |
When it come to pool or anything else your presented
with..
 
It's better to make safe's then sorry's..
 
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My booty |
Maya is no Laya |
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| June 27th
Wednesday morning. |
Consideration... |
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"Treat
everyone with politeness, even those who are
rude to you - not because they are nice, but
because you are" ~ Author Unknown |
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Take
into Consideration all the possibilities of what
you ask for.
The sound of the copier
machine is distracting the tutor; the tutor is annoyed
by its sounds, so the tutor asks me.
"Would it be a
problem if you can move (the
Nine Hundred and eighty two pound machine, dats-982-pounds)
copier to a different part of the lab, were'n I cannot
be distracted by the noise of the copier being used"? |
"It's nice to be important,
but it's more important to be nice" ~Author
Unknown
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My reply was, can
you just move to a different desk, away from the copier,
there is plenty available around?
She ignores my answer
or more to the point, my solution to her inconsiderate
request, and continues to tutor the student.
Later that afternoon,
the tutor goes over my head and asked the supervisor.
“The noise of
the copier being used is distracting my tutelage for
the students, is they’re anything ‘William’ can
do to fix this problem?”
The supervisor asks
me, "William, is there anything you can do
to fix this problem"?
Anything I thought?
I said, yes I can.
So I did.
A day later, I higher'd
a new tutor that doesn’t mind the noise of the
copier being used.
Problem fixed, class
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| June 26th
Tuesday morning. |
Go out
and get a real meal now... |
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 There
is nothing worse than paying out the nose for
meal that takes two hours to make and two bites to finish
it off.
I hate that; I hate it with a passion,
it cooks into my very soul, stomach, whatever. There is no
way in hell, that I will ever subscribe to the glamorous
bullsh!t of eating in some restaurant, that serves meals
large enough to barley satisfy an over weight squirrel. Who
does this? Who spends $100 dollars or more on a spoon full
of whatever.
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Sex or
food? With
me, barely a difference.. But,
if the food is to small a portion?
Well, I guess some people don't
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reading in the newspaper and it says. Is Paris reformed?
I’m thinking, reformed? Reformed from what?
Having money? Partying to hard? Not needing to
work cause she’s got bling? Being hounded
by the media? Her behavior and the whole girls
just-wanna-have fun thingy is not a new trendy
wave happening with wealthy well to do chicks;
or any were in any culture, were talking centuries
here. It’s
an old song, man; just leave that skinny chick
alone.
"One
of the advantages of being disorderly is that
one is constantly making exciting discoveries" ~A.A.
Milne
I think the only
difference between Paris and your average non-famous
hipsters in America is, the media attention. Glamorizing
this girls whereabouts every second of the day,
ya-know, anybody with the kind of fame, a fame-with
a foundation of just simply having money, having
sex in front of a camera, and hanging with other
famous wealthy people, I think, this is going to
make them move faster and faster, so, ya-need a
car to keep up.
I
hear, from time to time, girls, like attention.
Occasionally, they like having their photograph
taken. Rich, poor or some were in the financial
middle ground, they like being in the center of
it all, they like diamonds and pearls and all kinds
of silly shit that sparkle like a disco ball, they
wear it, they buy it, they want mom and dad, boys
and girls to get it for-em-blah-blah-blah.
"Hate
the sin and love the sinner" ~Mohandas
Gandhi
 If
the dudes with the cameras, who hang around, take
photos and report for money, the kinds of people,
whom they feel can nosh tabloid entertainment,
and did that (take
photos and report) with every emaciated hipster
trust fund kid in America, hipster-kids who will
do what they want when they wanted, then I think
would be an ecological disaster, why? There wouldn’t
be enough trees to accommodate the garbage-paper
reads for those in Americans who oh so love to
patronize and examine.
Don’t get
me wrong, I’m not a big Paris Hilton groupy,
I think she’s a very spoiled, slightly juvenile
porno graphic person, raised by people who gave
her the idea’s as a child, that she can do
whatever she wants whenever she wants with no consequence
to herself or others around her; that kind of upbringing
can happen in any trailer park. I dont know her
personaly, so I can be very wrong about her.. Im
not gonna lie, I have had my thoughts.
I don’t
think America should execute her, just cause she’s
doing what most Americans would not mind doing
from time to time, if they can afford it and deal
with its consequence.
"A
society that gives to one class all the opportunities
for leisure, and to another all the burdens of
work, dooms both classes to spiritual sterility" ~Lewis
Mumford
Nature
of man, I think there might be a gladiator media
arena thing happening here, and a bit of covets
from one side-of a two-sided kind of society
we live in.
"Society
is doing a great deal for the workingman,
for the lower classes; but it seems to me,
sometimes, as if it formed associations to
obtain for them toys, and then formed other
associations to teach them to play with them" ~John
B. Gough
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Monday. |
Ice'ee
you cee we all see lots of shee's |
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 Lessons and learning.
Discipline, respect,
being humbled, predicting a disaster and preventing it
from happening, paying money for a lesson, walking in
inflated leaving deflated, My stomach was empty on Friday
night, so I filled it with some alcohol, a beautiful weekend,
I slept well, all I can say about that is; yes I am a
captain and yes I will be there when I am needed most,
I believe in you brother man, never had a doubt but watching
you dance on the edge was kind of scary, I think maybe
it was my sense of judgment I thought was in jeopardy,
not your skill.
I like Sushi, I ate to many burgers this
weekend and it put me in a coma. I ran, threw a frizzbe
in brooklen and I’m
paying for it in my shoulders this morning, I need
to get more exercise, my mind my body and maybe something
else, I doubt that but whatever, sometimes I suck...
Did we learn something
yet?
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The wrath of Jude
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"It takes
more strength of character to withstand good fortune
than bad" ~La Rochefoucauld,
Reflections, 1665 |
A dizzy'ing match |
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Getting a Lesson |
CaPoW |
"I find my joy of living
in the fierce and ruthless battles of life, and
my pleasure comes from learning something" ~Auguste
Strindberg, 1888 |
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great classes - those who have more dinners than appetite,
and those who have more appetite than dinners" ~Sébastien-Roch Nicholas
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| June 22nd
Friday. About Last Night... |
Sound FX.
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 "I believe, the company I
keep, reflects who I am on some level, and the levels of
intimacy I have with that company expresses the depths of
my nature" ~ Me,
a few months ago. 3/36/07 |
"Liberation does
not come free of regretful feelings and past dreaded experiences,
though it is very enlightening, once you realize and admit
to it. However, one needs to 'coup de grace', his or hers
little imp’s of despair even after enlightenment,
even after liberation" ~ Some
more of me, a few months ago. 3/36/07 |
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something you are constantly doing is more of a problem
than it is a preference" ~
Better believe I
said that sh!t ya-Mother-flower, (WFuentes),
on 3/36/07 |
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Gina B PLUSSSSSSS!
| "Too learn something, is educational,
to discover something on your own-that which can
be learned is divine" ~ Me |
 
Doug POW! |
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Anna DavidenkoBoom! |
Holly OOH! |
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HX FX'SSSSsss |
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Ms ReeEEESSCH!!! |
Liz, FooOOOSH! |
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Howie RubOOOOooMmMMm! |
Bam boom pow oof!!! |
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| June 21st
2007 Thursday |
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Yes... On my way this morning, I find a pirates key,
to a chest, or something that's need to be opened.
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Another symbolic find... |
Hm? |
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ARrrrrrrRrrRRrrr |
hm... |
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Last night |
I ate...alot. |
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Maya...gets in with team > |
Get In the Hole... |
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Soho tables, are like no other tables. |
Garlic |
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Green tea
 
 
 
Olive pits
Larry Knows
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| June 20th
2007 About last night... |
Some
Karma |
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Today, June 20th 2007 12:45pm Hung
over |
Why deny the sanctuary of his plausible deniability?
Rich had some concerns about his Karma last night,
I think a few others as well, not too much but
some; I think. Well I was drunk, it was my birthday-eve,
my brain is old, blah-blah-blah, anyway. I answerd
a few questions for Rich, I then stopped my fragmented
info fill in for him, and I thought, in my dizzy-drunken
state, why deny the sanctuary of his plausible
deniability? To fill in his questions, I think
would affect my own karma as well; being my intention
would not create any good for anyone, despite it
seemingly being so, to necessitate my role as a
captain and team mate at that moment; then again,
in the bar scene? Necessitating anything about
ones self is most of the time, info for gossip.
 Responsibility
does not have a dollar value.
There was a tiny bit more there than just a concern
for Karma. I think, one thing here, which might
be a must, now, is, Captains,
out of the Edge, are being damned, to 'ONLY' do
the right and moral thing for there team mates
in the future.
Not that is was ever in question before, but if
you have to ask karma? There ya-go.
As a captain, I have learned, never to leave my
obligated responsibility to my teams for a preference
of self-indulgence and no responsibility, especially
when it is time to step up to the prow and yell.
Some folks think, "Wiliam,
you got it right in the butt". I almost
left the APA after this past City finals; with
my pool team having 5 level 5’s
a level 6 and a level 7. It would have been quite
macho if my team would have won under those circumstances,
of being down two games even before we did the
coin toss. Most
APA Captains, know, a roster with handicaps's like
this, surely, is almost a death sentence for any
team in a cityfinal match, but not impossible to
acheive.
A kind of ‘How do you like me now’ thing
would have been, if there was a win, but, I think
that kind of win would have been an opportunity
for some to protest the nature of my team stature,
which I think is much more important for future
opportunity for proper chances to win.
 I always consider the consequence, and
try to never let it affect my stroke.
The way my team lost in the city finals, answered
some questions for some few, as to why my captain
Jack sparrow actions in the middle of last season.
My fear and attempt to prevent of what was to happen
in the city finals happened anyway; jeez. And we
lost, but at the same time there was a tiny win.
Something, a little more of principal, than just
a free plane rid to Vegas.
The character, of Captain William Fuentes, who will
go to the Edge for his teams, his captainship responsibility,
loyal and dependability for his teams, who played
hard for him and whom he plays his best for, from
beginning to the end, still stands true. My karma
concerning last season is on the green line, and
intact, along with my dignity and self-respect there
is no need for me to ripple the surface, unless there
is a real need to make it so. |
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June
2006, I think this Karma cirlce might have started here,
concerning the above entry , damn hip bone.... |
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| June 19th
2007 Tuesday. About MonkeyMondayMondkey Night... |
Get
in the Munkee |
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WillY T Monkey's last Monday... |
This is the second Monday with
monkeys involved. Anyway, after the match, I head
for my common path, on the streets of NYC. On the sidewalk
there sits under your common NYC tree,
a monkey, a Buddhist monkey. Its staring at me (the
monkey), its calling out to me from the distance
(the monkey), people are walking bye it (the monkey),
as if no one sees it (the monkey), so I pick it up
(the monkee), I put it in my hand (the monkey) and
it (the monkey) felt like, it belonged there, in my
hand, it sat nicely (d'uh munkee), comfortably (da-monkie),
so, after getting past my amazing find, I continued
onward, I hold, no, it sits, the Buddhist monkey,
in my hand, while'st I walk down the street. In my
walking with b-monkey in hand, I started thinking,
is it time? Should I make a move now? Should I, shout
out, the hard ugly facts of the recent shift in the
tides of my verve? Then, I heard the voice.. Eek
eek, Uh oh, a voice, maybe, from, too much Jameson,
maybe from to much internet blogging, maybe from; no;
not the; not the, the Buddhist monkey. Oh William,
ju-crazee-mun, it’s a doll,
maybe.. It is a doll, a doll william, a doll.....but
finding it, is not like a doll..
When you find something,
what-that something is, does not mean thats what
it is you found. ~cookie
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What Place? |
Last night
The Buddhist monkey says to me.. |
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One Legend has it, that the Monkey King taunted
the Buddha in Tibet that he could do anything he
wanted and the Buddha was powerless to stop him.
The Buddha tricked the Monkey King into the palm
of his hand where he remains today. |
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B-Monkey like train.... |
everyone looks the same |
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Rob, Shooter |
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Rob shoots useing Willy Cue ball
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Jae |
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Skin and fur the color of the
robes, hands and feet resembling the texture of gold,
yup, it’s a Buddhist
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People, are they all the same?
 
 
Willy Torres
HX FX
 
Captain Dan
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| June 17th
2007, Sunday.. |
Daddies
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It's
ok.
No harm no foul. I turned out
all right, I think. I know its father's day and all,
and I got one, but I really didn’t always have
one, well, maybe, only half way have one. His mother,
my grandmother. She substituted for his lack of being
their when he was there, but not really 'he' being there.
Did I get 'there' correctly, in my last
statement?
"He didn't tell me how to
live; he lived, and let me watch him do it"
~Clarence
Budington Kelland
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Liberation from lack of independence keeps you independent
from lack of liberation.
The there is their, only when life seems su'-flair.
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| June 15th
2007 Friday. About Last Wednesday and Thursday... |
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Maya
Get'n out of the hole soon
Danial D
Team Sound FX UH!!!
Rhonda and Hairy
Jason Smith
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Friday, I made a wish this morning..
 
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..a big-wish. |
Thursday Night. Team 9ball
at ABC. |
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Get In the Pocky |
Olga |
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DT from team SFX is on
the DL |
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Bill'L in-da-house knock-em
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Any day now
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WTF Remo |
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Wednesday Night.
It was about, pool at soho. planet
of the apes, Buddhism, Clint Eastwood, autism, religion,
politics and beer.
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Helen Xina >>> |
>> Gives-em Hex on the
table @ Soho'B |
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