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31th 2007 Friday Morning |
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Last I heard, Sound FX was placed
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For a bunch of nubee's and one veteran. |
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Dat's-cuase I do have a belly Helen... | 
But how can-William say that about
you?... Yelling out, you have a big belly Ellie!...
That so wrong-and mean, Ellie.. How can you be
so calm about that?
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August
30th 2007 Thursday Morning |
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A few days ago about two days
ago....
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cooking
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Monday, Maya, Mayhem |
50 without/54 with. |
In the below entry I am
not talking Maya...
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"Shoot for the
moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars"
~Les Brown
Mad
William?
What kind of a captain would I be if I didn’t
get bothered when my primary players do not showing
up when it is most critical? probably the kind
of captain you should not be playing for.
“Ring Ring, hey Will, I can’t show
up today, I have to blah blah blah, sorry”.
Man, if I had a dollar for every time I heard that,
I’d have over 200 bucks.
I think in the five or more years I have been in, and captained pool teams in
pool leagues, I think, Hmm? I have been absent from a game, because of work,
for-maybe-about, hmm? 5 times? Maybe 6, maybe 4? But I can count the amount of
times, can you? I’m not showing off or anything about my punctual attendance,
but I am a captain. Even with me having a mediocre game or less than that, still,
at least I show up when it is most critical, wait, there was also one time were
I didn’t show up for match because of a (Camel BoozeCruz),
but we (get in the hole) were already locked in for the playoffs at that time.
It’s me, I’m nuts, I have no
life, thats what he said....
This thing called, dedication, loyalty and responsibility to your team is something
I have always prided myself for, or at least try and stay true to.
I have been on teams, were I sat through out the entire duration of the match,
each and every single one, watched my players and team mates from beginning
too end, never left early, knowing and sometimes not knowing if I was or wasn’t
going to play, never made my teammates an option, It's my choice...
Never make someone an option while you are there
priority, this is bad karma.
Never make someone a priority while you are there option. That is my choice.
To quit at the finish line?
I would imagine though, if I were making efforts, through out the entire season,
through out the entire year, running in a race to get to the finals with
a team I captain or not captain, to then finally make it to the finals, and
to only then, at the finals, to suddenly make the finals, an option? To quit
at the finish line? wow....
All your efforts, all that time spent racing, to
suddenly make it in the end, into a ho-hum ho drum
matter at the finish line. That, I can see goes deeper
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Who needs bonus points?
    
    
5 zip today....The Oh face!!!! OH! OH!
OH!
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Bread and a Fried Egg in the middle
 
Helen fucked up the sheet...Egg
Egg In the Bread Hole
Pia
Aki 3'rdee
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August
29th 2007 Wed |
12Ball-
I'll update soon...I have been just busy doing stuff... |
 Two steps forward, one step back.
Ok, so. I’ve been practicing, simple shots, basic
movements of the ball on the table. Doing drills and such.
That is the first step.
The second step is the results of your efforts, whatever
they maybe, your efforts being, proper practice. I played
my match on Monday. My opponent got to the hill, I was under
the gun, we needed the win, he was in his comfort zone; a
dangerous place for some. I came back on him 4 zip, I got
the point for my team, whew…
Nearly 5 days of practice and a little discipline
and dedication to a few hours a day on the pool table got
us (team get in the hole) the point. Not that I was intending
on just practicing for that particular match, but practice
for my over all development of my pool and billiards dexterity.
Then, the step back came. The next day, after my Monday
match, I couldn’t make a ball, though I was sticking
too what I had learned previous to my last match, there was
something, missing, tiny, something I was not feeling it,
not getting together, something added, something, that comes
up form time too time I never addressed on the table, something,
maybe, I brought too the table, maybe? I was uncomfortable,
physically, going down on my shot, I could not see the line
of shot, I could not feel the natural movements, my muscles
involved in my strokes were tight, I was remembering these
movements I have so often done over and over.
Even though I new what to do, still, there was something
missing. Perhaps, something I did not take notice of. Something
that was involved with my recent practicing, something I
over looked or was not present at the time of my practicing
development.
This is a good thing; noticing something missing, or, that’s
been there, always, and I ignored it on some level, for a
long time. That was the step back.
Getting past the discomfort, you get when you are shooting
is something I must understand. The discomfort I get sometimes
when I want to make the ball, might be, something you cannot
physically train for, to deal with, when it arises, it might
be more about what your attitude is at the present moment at
the table; I think that might be it. Tony was at the pool hall.
We spoke, afterward, I was a bit more focused on what I was
doing exactly and my shot making improved a tiny bit. Or my
attitude changed my stroke a bit, influence, inspiration, all
that stuff ya-got inside that causes one to feel the reason
why the desire to shoot sometimes. |
"A
friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself"
~Frances Ward Weller |
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August
25th 2007 Saturday Night. About last Thursday |
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There was such
a balance of love and hate, pain and health, good and
bad, all I can do, was go to a back seat, hold up my
arm, and yell with the rest until the ride was over.
I worry about most people, but some others, No need
to. |
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Random...
Nice to see ya, wouldn't want to be ya. Though,
if it was me, huh? Then I would have done things
a bit differently. For sure, I thought it was
going to happen all over again. I was scared,
I do not know if I have it in me to go back there
again. I hate that place, yeah, I am saying it,
hate. It took a piece of me and brought me here.
Now, it almost happened here, every were you
go is the same. It can happen anywhere, to anyone,
love and hate and all those things in the middle.
It depends on how you want to look at it. People
hurt in so many different ways, in ways you cannot
see, feel, smell or touch. A touch
can be hard, Hard can be insdie and out,
pain can come in a forms you can not brace yourself
for, and in just a few heart beats, fist beats,
it was so long ago like an old song. |
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I have been painting, pretty much my whole life, except,
these last few years, still I have more painting years behind
me than I do-not in front of me. I paint a picture, and I am
doing it for hours at a time; days at a time, staring at it
so-so long, i lose site. I start to over look, what is really
going on there; there, in the/my painting, being in it so-so
long, caught up in the stroke but not in the shot. I get frustrated,
I cannot see what is it that is needed to make it clearer (the
painting), simpler, to see what is really happening there,
in the painting, in my painting. What did i want to paint?
What have I really painted? Or, what is already there that
I cannot see, that I have painted allready. I step back, and
look at it, all of it, stepping outside of it (the painting),
now I see. Do I really need to apply a touch here, a dab there?
No... it is there already, the touches, the dabs. So I leave
it alone, alone with its already touches and dabs from days
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August
25th 2007 Saturday. About last wed |
Last
day Soho Blrds. Single nineball finals |
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Yeah...on
Wed evening...It was the Soho Billiards nine-ball single
finals. All my teams mates, from both teams, ( Get In The
Hole and Sound FX) were competing with each other. Mark,
Maya, Helen, and Supadra. My players, my team mates, my
killa's, they were battling each other. There was something
small, in the air, that made me a little.. Hm? kinda-uncomfortable
but not really, I can only imagine the players feelings
at the moment. Professionalism I gather, respect for the
game and each other; I think. This is what should be exercised.
Asia came in first place, woohoo! Its tuff ya know, But
if you are competitive by nature and not by obligation
I guess its okay, its just pool, a game, wether you win
or lose, your still gonna shoot again anyway, right? |
   
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Sling it Bring it |
Da-cue of champions |
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Asia |
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The winner .... |
... tater tots |
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Bud |
get'n down |
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Maya vs Mark |
On the side lines |
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Paul vs Supadra |
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August
23rd Thursday, about last Tuesday. |
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Satya Gummuluri
(Vocalist), Sam Barsh (piano),
Maurice Brown (trumpet), Jonathan Kreisberg
(guitar),
Adriano Santos (drums) and Matt Geraghty.....>>>
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Matt Geraghty
Project ... |
See some
Videos on Viemo. |
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Maurice Brown
 
Adriano Santos
Sam Barsh
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August
22st, 2007, Wednesday.... About last Monday. |
Get
In the Hole .... |
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My wisdom tooth is killing me
Mr and Misses
 
 
Pretty sweet... |
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Pete
is happy.
He got his first Trophie on team Get In The
Hole... Its about time.
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We still need
those bonus points though.... |
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Eat, Drink, Hug, some
good booty and then be merry...
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August
21st, 2007, Tuesday. About this past weekend |
Anything
with Time on its side, is something you cannot take for granted..... |
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At this time, I do not think there are
any words to achieve most of the desires at the
present, we just have to deal with time.
Ya know, going almost to extreme points of
your day to day and night to night times, with
out causing harm to anyone or yourself, in the way
most of us want to live, it is, how most of us do
live, in these time.
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My brain is babbling
and blurbing |
My words try and find
something stable.... |
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 Nothing in life is free. Responsibility sucks most-times.
Sometimes, if you wait to long, often the reminders
are scary as you get older.
All the time, moving at
your own pace, is grand, it is how the independent
person lives.
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Im blurbing |
   
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In my times, a lot of us are like that, I am.
I
don't have anyone on my ass about my aliments,
my bills, my game, (did I say my game?) and my preferences
in my life during these times.
Do not take your opponent
for granted at no time, don't take anything for
granted during your life time.
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I dont have any
words. Action is what going on here.
"Action speaks
softer than blurbs".
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On a clear day |
You can see the nevers |
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The near by pool hall |
Fat cat |
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Stay in form stay calm... |
It takes time |
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Chilli... |
Heart burn... |
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August
17th 2007 Friday. Time to get some game Fuentes |
SFX.
Still in fourth, oopps... |
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About last night.
I think it is time I need to step up something in my,
..hm.. can I say, game, with out that double take and then
repeating the word Game with a tone of question? What game?
I need to do it up, or
something. Then again, thats wud-I-got ma-killa's 4-ho;
damn lazy fuentes, fat and lazy....
I need to start practicing more, I have not done drills
or basics for nearly six months, I will this week, all
week. Along with watching other players with a thing called
game. We are all good at something, real good, but that
does not mean we are better than anyone outside of that
something we are real good at.
The hierarchy of great
skill does not apply in the same way out-side of that great
skill. One should be aware of what they are patronizing
and respecting outside of what ever it is one is real good
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August
16th 2007 Thursday afternoon about late last night... |
APA NYC
After Awards 2007 |
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So…it seems I am presented
with something of critical nature, but not at liberty to be
in detail about it as of yet. But, I am now, with questions
that need to be quickly focused on with great consideration.
Do I, compromise quality for quantity? Do I give the little
necessaries for the larger necessity? Do I, switch from a broad
choice of responsibility on my time, for, three times more
the broad responsibility on some one else’s time? All
for a greater sum. The benefits I have now are without comparison
with anything else I have ever had. I don’t have a
choice of going back if I make the decision to switch my
already comfortable position. You No what they say, you only
get asked once, and if I decline the offer, will I get another
one? Will I wait years? Its on baby.
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Dont remember this ... |
Last nights drink
bill...$210.00... |
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Dont ask me...> |
Whats going here...> |
I just watch from a distance. |
Priceless
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Perv |
Time to go |
Dont remember this ether |
August
16th 2007 Thursday Morning about early last
night... |
APA
NYC Awards 2007 |
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