What
kind of a bussiness man blames everyone
for his failer?

One
who is doomed to fail in his bussiness.
I messed up
now I have to pay for it, I have to
eat it.

Jenn is on the
move at a new Gig... That's my Cueball. |
Saying
good-bye forever to an old friend is
hard to do. Even when you are making
room for something new. My new computer
hit me with lighting, yes, and electrical
shock, twice. It’s new, its monstrous
and I think I broke its cherry when I
pump electricity in it for its first
time. oh well. My New G5 is awesome;
I still miss my G4 though.
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There
are a lot of things falling over the
edge lately. Things have come to a close
around these parts; changes are being
made, people leaving, people staying.
Hard headedness soft headedness, silly
juvenile behavior, grown up attitudes.
It happens ya-know. I’ve seen it
before. Lately I have been feeling very
fortunate and grateful. I always try
to avoid as best I can, pettiness. If
ever did I exercise this; pettiness,
it was probablya literal move on my part
for some silly tit for tat thing. Too
see, to have vision, is something I have
always been able too do. It’s
a drag sometimes or maybe I’m blind
and everyone around me can see. That
might be more comfortable for you to
believe. Does it matter anyway? It’s
my fault …I think. My fault I
cant go with the flow that’s low
with no doe to go.
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I am not talking about
Jenn in the following Entry. Wow. Today
Karma made its rounds, again I am not
talking about Jenn. S. I was almost shocked
with the result but at the same time
I felt sad and pity. I have also come
to a conclusion about the position I
am in. I’m going to have to make
a move soon. Its scary, to be in one
place for so long and not make much of
a difference; to anything or anyone.
I almost want to cry. Its like I discovered
a secret today, and I cant share it with
the younger people even if I spell it
out on line on a Blog for the world to
read.

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