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30 2005 Friday |
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Talking to myself...
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Genever likes rats.
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Shrimp
Tempura Roll
You scored 61 complexity and 73 adventurousness! While
some may say you're cautious, you are very
interested in trying everything once! No matter
what, provided it's not dangerous. Friends,
to you, are those who will go along with you
wherever the road leade. You enjoy not having
any plans, just getting together and seeing
what fun things might happen! Due to your openness,
there's not much that anyone can get past you.
You catch on to how people are feeling, even
if they aren't sure. What more can we say?
You are a natural, born explorer who loves
to learn by doing everything you can. In the
future, you might want to revisit something
you've done already, and look at it in a different
way. You might become an expert in a certain
area or skill, and you can share your new depth
with others. Therefore, you are a Shrimp Tempura
Roll! You are warm and crunchy. A little edgy,
and sometimes intimidating, but you are truly
a delicious and dynamic roll!
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Ok so
I went home yesterday after shooting pool for
three hours
and two weeks of couch surfing. It was like
coming back from a vacation except I was
working. I
had lunch with Genever this afternoon. We
ate sandwiches and bananas and then we had
a big
fat lemon meringue pie. The end of the month
is here. The weather is changing and so is
my weight. I’ve been eating like a
racehorse these last few weeks. Oh well,
it’s
the fall. I’ll
look cool in a bunch of sweaters.
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Yes I ate all of the food you see me with on
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| September
29 2005 Thursday |
Talk
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I
like kissing. It’s critical with
me.
Some
guy’s
say they kiss well, those are the one
who don’t really know how. I say
with confidence. You move like honey when
it spins round and
round. You don’t stop to breath.
You share each others breath until you
get dizzy. It’s hot when you
kiss artistically. It pulls out the stuff
within
that you need to get it going on. Your
heart is racing and now your heavy with
mood. Physical communication is more
potent then any word or words that have
reason for basic human desire, need,
want or hunger.
Me
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I wasn't kissing her, I was whispering in
her mouth.
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"A kiss is a lovely
trick designed by nature to stop speech when
words become superfluous".
Ingrid
Bergman
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| September
29 2005 Thursday |
Talking
to myself...
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Other
than just kissing
It’s
all right. It’s all fun. I lost
two and then got one. I need to go back
to the beginning. Make it new, but now
it’s a secret, to be quick, with
short licks. Ill get two scores then
lose one more. It don’t want it
handling her it will let it think its
ok but It will let it anyway and not
like it.
Lets get random and criticize the way
she looks. It’s ok to judge I guess.
I’ll go away I think and Som-time
later I hope it wakes up to see it not
son UN regular. Time to engage. Anal
sex. Childish baiting conversation with
underlining machoism is not really my
preferred company. I wish I can be random
at the mouth sometimes and get immediate
fed back and seem cool. I almost forgot
what it was like. People are creatures.
Can you imagine saying anything you want
and still getting what you want. Man
that is a place I’d like to be.
I feel dirty, it could be the laundry.
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| September
28 2005 Wed |
Last
Monday and Tuesday
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| September
27 Tuesday |
About
Last Sunday.
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Writin September
25 2005
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The eighth day
Hey man shit happened, so what…. Anyway
last night Genever had a BBQ/Birthday party
for Alison.
It was good. Genever and I spent most of the
afternoon planning and buying stuff for the
event, and it was
a workday worth every non-paid-with-bling-hours.
Alison looked happy. Well into the BBQ – right
after the chips, cheese, and Julie’s
vegetable salad – things were getting
a little weird. The margarita got watered down,
the combination of
drinks and food I ate, along with maximum strength
Sudafed I downed with a few tequila shots,
made me feel like I got drugged. There were
moments where
suddenly I couldn't catch a breath.
Every five minutes my head spun around real
fast
for about ten
seconds and my heart was racing a mile a minute.
Genever barely had a drink, the projects next
door caught fire, and the neighbor’s
dog was molesting Angelo. When the BBQ started
slowing
down I went
down to do the door. On the stool, every time
I closed my eyes instead of seeing darkness
I was
in another
place with bright lights, singing daisies,
and fields made of raspberries. This is what
happen at the BBQ.
ps:
Today September 27 2005 Tuesday will be day 13
of crashing at Genever's. Her JadeEye'd cat loves
Me..
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I woke up this
morning with the sweats, not from nightmares
but just strange dreaming.
What can I remember?
Hmmm . . . . I can remember pieces of the dream.
I was indoors but the place was so huge it was
like outdoors. I remember a pool table on a stage
in the woods; yes there were woods indoors but
it was acres long and wide. There were peculiar
looking Samurais around the pool table and I
remember feeling death looming about. I could'nt
see it but it was there, like it was standing
next
to me but I couldn’t turn over to see how
it looked, death. I think I was supposed to play
or watch a game I’m not sure. Then I remember
waking up. I got water drank lay down took a
deep breath closed my eyes and I went back to
sleep
and my dream continued. I woke up again and then
it continued again. Its like I was meant to finish
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| September
26 Monday |
About
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| September
23 Friday |
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| September
22 Thursday |
Sleepless
in the Lower east Side.....
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| September
21 Wed |
Yesterday
and the day before that and the day before that....
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The
Tortoise and the Hare wake up not so refreshed
from a good nights sleep but more like waking
up from a walking coma...
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Playoffs are always Huge and tense…both
teams made it to the finals…that’s
because The E-bar is Macho.
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I don’t know if I mention this before. But My Sunday team (Piranha 2.0)
didn’t make the second round of the playoffs; my-bag. It was my game
that was supposes to turn the tide with my team being down two matches. I lost
my match. We placed almost all season and to get this far and for it to be
taken away by my game really gave me such a brain freeze. Thank goodness my
Sunday team is macho and are going to do it allover again for this coming new
season. We can do it.
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 My
Tuesday team won the second round in the playoffs. I felt happy and
bothered at the same time. Thinking about my Monday team, Sunday team and our
big brother team
Unnecessary Draw who are all super Macho. It’s tense when it’s
game time and there are always elements that are hard to deal with. And I don’t
mean how too get the ball in the hole but more about who you are trying to
get in the hole with your ball. Playing against-and-in-front of friends and
family makes the game twice as hard. It’s always important to take notice
and take care and consideration of what you bring to the table and I don’t
mean just your cue, chalk and baby powder. Experience has made me a little
tougher than I have been these last couple of years on the APA.
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been sleeping at Genevers for almost a full week now. Not to mention
the other half weeks I have already crashed in the last month. I think that
I officially meet the
requirements for me to pay 25% of her rent.
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The
last week has been...Hmmm? Not predictable.
Lets see. I almost Quit the door, I'm hanging
out with rabbits, George is an alcholic again
and I've slept with in same pants for
almost
a week.
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| September
19 Monday |
About
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| September
16 Friday |
Last
Thursday.
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Its all good...its just an exabition..... |
Thursday9/15/05
So I observed, studied, and noticed a few things
about Cory and Mika duking it out, race to
10. Cory had a formulated break going for
his game. Mika, just shot at the
balls were ever left the cue ball and
then got-em in the hole. On the fourth rack, Cory started
to take notice of the audience, taking notice,
of the fact that every time he broke the
rack, the balls would format almost in the same exacted
position. Maybe he was expecting this? Ya-think?
In game six, he showed the audience, making the three ball hang
next to the nine as appose to the eight ball always hanging
next to the nine in his formulated break. In other words, at anytime he could of made the nine on the third ball
after he broke.
My
opinion about this, this is an 'ok' strategy, for an exibition. Though
with a certainty, considering the quality
of the audience, your opponent and the time
you do it before executing its intresting
to feel the tension mount. But, If this is
how you play to get the bling, then so be
it, if its not breaking the rules then it
is finem nyabe not by your associates or
comrades but by the audience. Bending the
rules is ok ; people have been bending
rules for centuries. I mean, the nature of
billiards is hustleing. Having a formulated
break for a clean run is fine, but using
it 5 or 6 times in the beginning of a match-race
to ten might construde one as a cheat;
maybe. This young mans design
for getting the point is more of a black
and white painting then a color one.
If your going to use a formulated break and
run for a point have at least 4 or 5 different
formulated break and runs. Use it toward
the end of your match not the beginning,
this way you will not be looked at as cheating
or playing unfairly. Mika wins the match
10 to 7 anyway-LOL.
Cory
might have been sharked
about how the audience was out-loudly judgeing
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is the name of the game…If
you can be so precise and see how balls can move
on the table after a controlled break then more
power-toya-brothaman…or
sista. Itis not really cheating if you can break
your own rack using your own english and speed. |
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rules are…you do your own
rack and break it, using the Sardo-Tight-Rack.
You place the
ball in the rack and push down to compress
the balls into each other and the felt-making
all the balls touch each other. In the beginning,
Cory was not
useing the Sardo tight rack, he was just
pushing the balls into the rack and pulling
the rack away without pushing it down, and
pulling it away. So it seemingly looked like
if he pushed down his formulated break wouldn’t
work. But in rack six he pushed it down,
doing the standard Sardo-Tight Rack-rack.
He still executed his formulated break anyway
only now having the three ball in the place
of were the eight usually landed, next to
the nine right across from the pocket.
Just
a note... on soft breaking
With Cory, having perfected a clean formulated
rack for a nine ball break and run always
making the eight ball land next to the
nine ball right across from
a corner pocket for a combination. It wouldn’t be that hard for Cory
to just simply swap the eight ball with the three ball giving him an opportunity
to just make two ball and a three nine combo for the win. As he so demonstrated
in rack six. |
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