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28/29 2005 About last Night |
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  Lets see what I can remember, hmmm?
Friday.
Different things along the way of the day’s
gone bye, mostly random. Fleet week, a party and
so on. Lots of reading and searching’s I
have been doing. This past Friday Serafina turned
22 or 23 years old. She got tanked in a safe place
with safe people in the safe hands of her pool
buddies and old friends, had to kick out a few
for having one two many toward the end but that’s
what bars for. The owner had a strategy for drunken
and disorderly 22 year old people; talk to them
and tell them to get out of the bar nicely. Huh?
Tell them? Tell a 22-year-old Collage male who’s
in drunken belligerence state “ya_gota-go
buddy.” This is an almost futile task, but
it has to be done this way I guess. Me? When I
see someone nearly fallen over from one too many
instead of kicking them out I’d bye them
a few more shots then watch-em faint or get them
into that frozen lean on your buddy I gota throw
up state, then I’d just pick em-up and just
drag-em out to the side walk and let-em sleep it
off. This way I don’t have to try and deal
with or rationalize with an irrational intoxicated
young dumb person for 25 minutes before it registers
to just leave. I guess there are legal reasons
why ya-cant do it that way. Anyway my pool game
has got some new turns in it, or maybe it’s
going back to the old ones. I shot withy Brian
and Dorothy at the pool hall then the party I just
mentioned above and then there was a black out
in the city that the media has yet to mention,
yup that’s right NYC had a black out or may
be a brown out, but the neighborhood was with out
power for about a minute or two and slowly power
started to surge back into the buildings down the
blocks. The next day there was no media coverage
on it. http://www.serafina.us/
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The
evening of Serafina Birthday, there was a
Major power
surge in the City and many blocks were out of
electricty for a few minutes. It is funny though
that something huge like that would happen and
nobody in the media mentioned it the next
day. No News
coverage no papper coverage no nothing. Hmmm?
You would think if the news would make a
big deal about a cool day in May and it might
rain that this would be spoken about and compared
it too the last black out NYC we had. |
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Saturday
Morning The next day there were blimps in the
sky over the
BronX and Manhattan but still
no news coverage. Media black out scares me |
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we went to play some pool on a table with a cue
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| Friday May
27 2005 About last Night |
Julie
says ...Just "DINK" the ball Will....
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| Thursday May
26 2005 Today I feel I need too>>>> |
I
talk to myself again ... 2:30pm
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It's
still there .... Why o Why is thing so much
more potent in some and not in others?
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So
today I spend a little bit of my day tweeking
my website blog. Going back into the past
kinda
made my emotions a bit rippley. I saw some images
that
remined me of happy times and others with not
so happy times. It bought me down a bit, just
a
bit. Just a little drama
running through my head in
the lab,
I didnt cry or anything like that,
but I kinda ran down the hall with my arm flayling
in the air and yelling like a little prince only
then after too-fall down and skin my knee in
front of the door. Then I got up and got some
sushi.
I
got things inside I need to try and let go of,
but I fear if I let go I might loose something.
Lose what? Maybe
I am one of those people who need to feel lost
so I can have an excuse to search. Safari in
the forrest of feelings.
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happy thoughts were happy beginings that ended
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So I started
looking on the internet for a good laugh and found
Tshirthell.com |
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| Tuesday/Wed May
24/25 2005 Last Monday and Tuesday |
Here
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| Monday May
23 2005 About last weekend |
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| Monday May
23 2005 About last weekend |
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Yup...
had a long weekend, I will post up some stuff,
photo's, and things shortly.
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ego never matures .
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| Friday May
20 2005 |
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Shut up the F@!$k you must ....
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| Thursday May
19 2005 Went to see Star Wars today |
Im
in the middle myself ....
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Yoda
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Yoda get
in the hoda
1. Fear of loosing is a path to the sandbagger
side.
2. Attachment leads to jealousy; jealousy is
the shadow of greed.
3. Let go of everything you fear to loose.
4. Taking comfort in others believing
in your lies is your fear of the
truth.
5. Your lies come from your lack
of faith in your ability.
6. Your reason for sandbagging
is your arrogants.
7. To rate your self is to limit
your ability.
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Darth Sandbagger
1. Its better to pretend to be a great cheater
then to be a real looser.
2. You will never loose if you make everyone
around you believe you can win
with out really trying to
win.
3. Never try to win when you know you can make
people belive you lost on purpose.
4. Loosing on purpose is easier then loosing
when trying to win.
5. When you know you cant win make everyone
think you lost on purpose with lies.
6. Lies help you run from your fear of loosing.
7. Fear is your way to sandbagger side
of the game.
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18 2005 About last night |
...Transformation
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| Tuesday May
17 2005 |
Get
with the Whole so the ball can Get
in the Hole
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Good
luck today Captain Eben
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So I am in the Lab and I start
to talk to myself.
I try to rational way I’m unstable in my game.
One second I cant miss and the next I don’t
know what a cue is. Train of thought, all year I
have been writing on the dos and don’t of the
game and still all that which I have written still
hasn’t sunk in my own head yet. Emotions, They
really do over ride logic, what causes the emotional
response? Life. What kind of life do you have? Are
you happy with your life? Do you like how you have
lived it so far? Just be in the immediate, or at
least try to be. Do you owe anything? Do care if
you owe? Are you healthy? What’s up, William
is there something you are missing in your life?
Is it a woman? Is it a man? Is it your hair? Just
get it in the whole or the other hole Will. Whole
or Hole? Am I Whole for the Hole? Easier said than
done.
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Get in the Hole!!!!
Yes William I know, get it in the hole but, if you
execute the shot correctly then it is inevitable
that it will go in the hole, meaning you don’t
have to look at the hole or even think about the
hole if you do all the mechanics right; at least
from one point of view. If you need to make the ball
maneuver in a certain way while going in the path
towards the hole then make sure you do everything
correctly after you decide what hole, or what your
coach decides for you. After you agree or ”if” you
agree. Be in the immediate moment and what is required
for that moment, don’t think about what happened
in your last game, don’t think about a minute
ago or what he or she whispered in your ear before
you start your match, don’t think about tomorrow,
don’t think about woulda, coulda, shoulda’s,
if you miss, don’t worry about consequence
while your shooting, throw all of this out the window
when you are immediately carrying out your shot.
Easier said then done William. I shouldn’t
talk to me that way cause this is something I have
not mastered not even in the slightest. All kinds
of shit goes through my head when I am shooting.
Judgment, criticism, anger and so on. Get on the
ball William and get off of everything around it.
You-gota-be crazy if you think you can be sane in
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Shape
English
Ideally this is what I try and shoot most of my shots with when addressing
the cue ball. This allows me to shoot more through the center
of the cue ball thus keeping my shots straighter to their true execution
shot line and still move the cue ball easily. With just a touch
of Shape English you can easily move your cue ball all over the table. I
often see people having a hard time (missing shots) because they are
using more Clock English (as seen below) than shape english.
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Center
English
If your a beginner, you should probably shoot Center English ONLY for the
first 1-3 months. You will realize that you can get to most
positions neccessary with proper leave using only center english. If
your a struggling intermediate, you should probably start practicing running
ball in hand 9 Ball racks using just center english. You
will increase your game immensely with comprehension of position using
Center English. If you ever feel nervous in play it is
very easy to fall back to the basics knowing you most likely won't compromise
your shot using Center English |
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Wide
English
When your out of line (or left with a hard shot) and trying to get your
cue ball back in a "Easy Shot Line Position" - wide english is
another option of play. You want to be careful to not
compensate your shot to much for lack of position with a more extreme Wide
English shot. Your stroke comes more into play
now in a Wide English shot. The Cue Ball area you contact and the
speed that you deliver your stroke before impacting the cue ball can make
quite a difference. Varying stroke speeds can cause the
cue ball or shot (or future position) to have different outcomes due to
spin/speed/rails impacted during shot using Wide English |
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