Lets
go to March 2005 - Bye Feb, it's been sexually swell but the
swelling is down now....or is it?
Friday
2/25/05
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Let
it snow......
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I
will update shortly, in the mean time...Have a weekend,
good
or bad it doesnt matter, Cause some people cant even have
a real weekend to begin with...
ps:
I dont give a shit about APA skill levels, your all the same
to me....One game, twelve games, your always gona play so what
difference does a numberd amount race make other than a point....When
you win or when you lose your just gona play again, so
what the flip you talking about your a 5 or 3 or 7 or whatever. |
February
love Tell
me what you think of it!!!
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Thursday
2/24/05
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The
Captain needs a coach....
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 Secretan
Lance
Leadership is not so much about technique and methods as
it is about opening the heart. Leadership is about inspiration—of
oneself and of others. Great leadership is about human experiences,
not processes. Leadership is not a formula or a program,
it is a human activity that comes from the heart and considers
the hearts of others. It is an attitude, not a routine. |
Peter F. Drucker
Leadership is not magnetic personality—that can just
as well be a glib tongue. It is not "making friends
and influencing people"—that is flattery. Leadership
is lifting a person's vision to higher sights, the raising
of a person's performance to a higher standard, the building
of a personality beyond its normal limitations. |
HoratioNelson:
No captain can do very wrong if he places his ship alongside that of the enemy.
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Lao
Tzu
A leader is best when people barely know he exists,
not so good when people obey and acclaim him, worse
when they despise him....But of a good leader who
talks
little when his work is done, his aim fulfilled, they will say, "We did
it ourselves. |
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Chinese
proverb
An army of a thousand is easy to find, but, ah, how difficult to find a general. |
Lao
Tzu
Be gentle and you can be bold; be frugal and you can be liberal; avoid putting
yourself before others and you can become a leader among men. |
Donald
H. McGannon
Leadership is action, not position. |
Fred
Smith
Leadership is getting people to work for you when they are not obligated. |
Anon
A real leader faces the music, even when he doesn't like the tune. |
Mary
D. Poole
Leadership should be more participative than directive, more enabling than performing. |
Marian
Anderson
Leadership should be born out of the understanding of the needs of those who
would be affected by it. |
 James
L. Fisher
The main characteristics of effective leadership are intelligence, integrity
or loyalty, mystique, humor, discipline, courage, self sufficieny and confidence. |
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Wed
2/23/05
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About
Monday and Tusday
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Tuesday
2/22/05
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Some
people....
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 Spurned woman held in mutilation
ANCHORAGE - A 35-year-old Anchorage woman is behind
bars after cutting off her boyfriend's penis
and flushing it down the toilet because he wanted to leave her,
police
said.
Doctors were able to reattach the organ after she dropped
the 44-year-old off at the hospital early Sunday morning
and workers from the local water company rescued the severed
body part from the toilet's plumbing.
The events began unfolding around midnight on Saturday,
after the man, who was not identified, told Kim Tran that
he wanted out of their relationship, which had lasted a
little less than a year, police said.
According to legal papers, the victim was married to Tran's
aunt, and that all three had been living together.
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The aunt was aware of the relationship, and it was causing
problems," a police spokeswoman told the Anchorage
Daily News.
Tran allegedly wanted the victim to leave her aunt, but
he refused. When the man turned Tran down, they argued,
but police said they later decided to have sex anyway.
Tran persuaded her reluctant lover to let her tie his hands
to a window knob behind the bed.
That's when she pulled out a kitchen knife and
sliced off the penis, police said. After flushing it down the toilet,
Tran untied the man and took him to the hospital.
Emergency workers called cops, who rushed to the home and
found Tran cleaning up the blood in the house, police said.
After they figured out what happened, quick-thinking
officers called the Anchorage Water and Wastewater Utility
and a
worker was able to take apart the toilet.
Tran was jailed on charges of first-degree assault, domestic
violence and tampering with evidence.
She was expected to get a bail hearing today. She faces
up to 20 years in prison if convicted of all charges.
News Staff Reports....
I thought playing
on the APA was ruff
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Here
is some real good advice for my ugly freind Oliver |
 Approaching Women
is Fun
Approaching women is fun ! I think the biggest problem with
shy boy is he thinks that approaching women is painful, and
he would rather not have to do it. That is a problem. The
problem is 100% mental. You have to make approaching women
fun. I think this point is critical and you should take it
serious.
It's ok to be a little nervous. A woman won't punish you
for being a little nervous. She is a little nervous too!
Women know it takes courage to do what you are doing. It
takes courage for her to speak with you too. It is a good
day when two brave people of the opposite sex are having
an unplanned chat for the very first time. Women know exactly
why you are making contact with them. Don't think for a second
that a woman doesn't know what you are doing. She will let
you know if she doesn't want to talk. Make sure you are giving
her good eye contact during the whole approach. The game
is on within the first 5 seconds. A good thing to note is
that most women do want to talk! It's flirting! Women love
it! It's fun! She will tell her girlfriends all about it.
Her girlfriends are at full attention and they want to know
all of the details! If she is in your social circle the word
about you gets out fast. And it's all good! Women start approaching
you! They usually won't just walk up to you and say something.
What they do is move their body into position for you to
make your move! Trust me, I know what I am talking about
here. Pay attention to the number of women coming into your
contact range is increasing. It's not an accident. Flirting
has an amazing effect with women! I think women hear about
my flirting or they see it with their own eyes and they want
me to flirt with them too !
This is not something that only I can do. You can do the
same thing too. Be nice to the women you approach, and
they will say nice things about you. Don't confuse this
with being
a "nice guy" because that is different. The "nice
guy" doesn't have the courage to approach women nor
does he have a clue about what women are attracted and
not attracted to. What I mean by be nice is to give her
good
eye contact, pay attention and show interest in what she
says, show her your smile (she will mirror it), and thank
her for answering your questions. Always close
a talkative woman. Ask for her name, tell her it was a
nice chat, and
ask her to do it again. Never act like a pussy. Be friendly
but be masculine. Never show needy. Keep in mind that you
don't have to prove anything to a woman on first contact.
Just let her know that you are interested in her. Sometimes
the real hot ones need to be told what to do. I'm not getting
into that here. If you want a really hot one then you are
better off listening to somebody else rather than me. My
techniques are good with all women but they are not really
that effective with HB9 and HB10. Those super hot women
need more challenge or they get bored. You can bust her
ass with
C+F and probably get her excited. I'm not very good at
C+F because I don't use it very much. However, I do have
extremely
good timing when I do use it.
I recommend the 3-second rule. Believe me it works. All
you have to do is just tell yourself I am using the 3-second
rule starting right now, and in the moment of truth you
just
do it! "Excuse me, what time is it?" That's not
very good but it's better than nothing. You can follow with
another question. But you got to take action. When you come
into contact range with an HB just do it! Don't think about
it, don't hesitate, don't chicken out, and you just stop
her and say, "Excuse me." All I can do is telling
you how to do it. The rest is up to you. Don't tell yourself
it sounds good but I don't need to do that. Trust me, you
do need to do that. That is a great experiment and it produces
more contact with women than anything I have ever done
before in my life! You can do it. Make approaching women
fun. When
you are in the right attitude go into the 3-second rule
and just do it. Don't think about maybe doing it. Do it!
If you
can't do the 3-second rule then you are a pussy. I'm sorry
but that is the way I feel about it. If you want to start
getting results than do what I said. If you can't do this
simple exercise than everything I say to you is pointless.
This kind of advice doesn't work when you save it for a
rainy day. You have to do it right now. Start by making
this fun.
You can study seduction until you are old and gray and
never learn a damn thing. Taking action is required to
move your
game to the next level. You have to take some chances.
Tell yourself I can do it and I am going to do it and I
am going
to start right now! Do it! Their just women! You are not
bothering her! 1 out of 20 women will seem rude. Sometimes
a woman will sigh a little bit but so what. I have never
had a woman give me a really hard time. It's just something
that men make up in their minds. Maybe you see it on TV.
It's not realistic. One sigh in 20 women is not a big deal.
When you see your game improving instantly you can laugh
off a bad approach. You can see the big picture and how
it doesn't even matter. You can instantly see that you
do have
many choices. Those women can see it too. But talking about
it and doing it is different. Don't take my word for it.
Prove it to yourself.
Don't use the 3-second rule in bars and clubs. I don't do
it there unless a woman comes into my space. Yeah, it does
work in their too but the women have their bitch shields
up, and they sometimes are cold. Just ask them to dance instead.
Don't talk to her while you are dancing. Maybe ask her what
is her name but that's it. Save the talk for after the dance.
Do the 3-second rule away from the normal socializing circles
like bars, clubs, and parties.
That's it. I don't know what else I can tell you about first
contact. Just keep doing it. Do it for practice too. Don't
just save your skills for that special woman you want to
be with. I did that and it doesn't work. You have to stay
active. Eventually you will get your chance with the woman
that you want to be with. You will be better because you
got the practice in. In the mean time take what lays you
can get.
Contributed by : Jerry Collins
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 Why
The Cocky And Funny Attitude Is Attractive To Women...
And How To Use It I get a lot of email from guys
who don't quite get the Cocky & Funny attitude.
It just doesn't make sense to some guys that teasing women,
busting their balls, being slightly arrogant, not kissing
up to them, etc. could or should make them feel attraction.
I can understand this, because I was exactly the same way
the first few times I heard it and saw it.
I kept thinking to myself "If I do this cocky and funny
thing, I'm only going to come across as arrogant... and that
can't make women like me more."
Well, was I ever wrong.
You must always remember that ATTRACTION isn't logical. It
doesn't follow the rules that it "should" follow.
ATTRACTION is a very powerful emotion that has reasons and
triggers that don't make any sense at first glance...
I'm sure you've seen many attractive women with guys who
mistreated them, abused them, and were exactly the opposite
of what you'd expect a woman to accept.
Why ?
ATTRACTION. That's Why.
In the beginning she felt attraction, and as bad
as it may sound, almost no amount of being "bad",
abusive, or jerk-ish can convince a woman feeling a strong
attraction
to leave.
So let me take the opportunity to talk a bit about the Cocky & Funny
attitude, why it works, and how to use it to attract women
(without having to be an abusive jerk).
First of all, you have to remember that the formula is Cocky
PLUS Funny. Always both.
If you act too cocky, you'll come off as arrogant and insecure
only.
If you're just funny, always telling jokes, and making people
laugh, you will probably come across as "too goofy."
But if you use BOTH together, you will create magic. Cocky & Funny
is like sparring... it's sport... it's fun... it's challenging...
it's interesting when used with skill.
So let's get clear about what "Cocky & Funny" is.
Here's a cocky statement:
" Her dress makes her look fat."
Here's a Cocky & Funny statement:
" If she doesn't find a dress that fits better, the fashion
police are going to send in the SWAT team for her ass."
Get it ?
Start with arrogance, then add humor.
So why does it work to attract women ?
Well, the short (email newsletter size) answer is:
COCKY AND FUNNY ATTRACTS WOMEN BECAUSE IT QUICKLY AND DIRECTLY
SAYS ALL THE RIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOU.
Women are attracted to "alpha male" types. We all
know that. Women are attracted to a sense of humor. We all
know that one too.
Women AREN'T attracted to men who give away their power,
kiss up to them, smother them with attention, act like whipped
puppies, and get nervous just being in the same room.
If you meet an attractive women, and IMMEDIATELY start giving
her a hard time about something, busting on her, and have
fun, it basically says:
" You are interesting enough to talk to, but you're going to
have to do a lot more than just look good to impress me.
Your beauty doesn't make me nervous in the slightest, I'm
perfectly calm, and in fact, I'm so comfortable that I just
noticed something about you that I'm going to make fun of..."
There is no faster way on earth to communicate all the right
attitudes, beliefs, self-image, comfort, confidence, and
power than to be Cocky & Funny.
(Except maybe to put on a perfect Brad Pitt costume.)
Once you start using this attitude, you will be totally astounded
at the results.
Here's a low-risk example:
Next time you're at the grocery store in the checkout line
paying for your groceries, say:
"
So how much of this cash do you get to keep?" (as you
hand her the money)
She'll probably laugh and say: "None... I wish."
To which you can respond with:
"
Oh, I figured you were pocketing 10 or 20%... I assumed you
were rich and could support me. But now I'm not interested...
I want a rich girl." (Turn up your nose)
This is a great one. It's always fun to ask a woman if she's
rich or famous, then when she says that she's not, tell her
that it messed up her chances with you, and that you're not
interested anymore.
One of the keys to the Cocky & Funny attitude is to never "crack." If
she opens her mouth and gives you the "I can't believe
you just said that" look, you need to turn it up a notch...
Most guys will crack and say "Oh, I was just kidding."
DON'T DO THAT! It makes you look like a WUSSY.
In the example above, if the checker looks at you and gives
you the open mouthed "I can't believe you said that" look,
and says "Hey! I may not be rich, but I'm nice!",
you just look at her and say "Nice isn't good enough,
I need RICH AND nice."
Your goal is not to upset a woman, but to get under her skin
enough by teasing, busting on her, and acting Cocky & Funny
that it ignites the magical challenge/ attraction mechanism.
So get out there and use it, because the magic formula of
Cocky & Funny will create all kinds of good things for
you. You'll see. |
Good
luck Oliver, I know you need the help getting the women
you want...
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 Profile
of a Sociopath
A number of mind-manipulating cult leaders may exhibit many of the behavioral
characteristics of a sociopath--an outstanding ability to charm and seduce followers.
Since they appear apparently normal, they are not easily recognizable as deviant
or disturbed. Although only a trained professional can make a diagnosis, it is
important to be able to recognize the personality type in order to avoid further
abuse. These traits also apply to a one-on-one cultic relationship.
Glibness/Superficial Charm
Language can be used without effort by them to confuse and convince their audience.
Captivating storytellers that exude self-confidence, they can spin a web that
intrigues others. Since they are persuasive, they have the capacity to destroy
their critics verbally or emotionally.
Manipulative and Conning
They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors
permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering,
seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They dominate and humiliate
their victims.
Grandiose Sense of Self
Feels entitled to certain things as "their right." Craves adulation
and attendance. Must be the center of attention with their own fantasies as the "spokesman
for God," "enlightened," "leader of humankind," etc.
Creates an us-versus-them mentality
Pathological Lying
Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to
be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex
belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and able to
pass lie detector tests.
Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt
A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does
not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities.
Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims.
The end always justifies the means and they let nothing stand in their way.
Shallow Emotions
When they show what seems to be warmth, joy, love and compassion, it is more
feigned than experienced and serves an ulterior motive. Outraged by insignificant
matters, yet remaining unmoved and cold by what would upset a normal person.
Since they are not genuine, neither are their promises.
Incapacity for Love
While they talk about "God's love" they are unable to give or receive
it. Since they do not believe in the genuineness of their followers' love, they
are very harsh in testing it from their devotees and expect them to feel guilt
for their failings. Expects unconditional surrender.
Need for Stimulation
Living on the edge, yet testing the beliefs of their followers with bizarre rules,
punishments and behaviors. Verbal outbursts and physical punishments are normal.
Callousness/Lack of Empathy
Unable to empathize with the pain of their victims, having only contempt for
others' feelings of distress and readily taking advantage of them. Their skills
are used to exploit, abuse and exert power. Since the follower cannot believe
their leader would callously hurt them, they rationalize the behavior as necessary
for their (or the group's) own "good" and deny the abuse. When devotees
become aware of the exploitation it feels like a "spiritual rape" to
them.
 Poor Behavioral Controls/Impulsive Nature
Rage and abuse, alternating with small expressions of love and approval produce
an addictive cycle for abuser and abused, as well as creating hopelessness in
the victim. Believe they are all-powerful, all-knowing, entitled to every wish,
no sense of personal boundaries, no concern for their impact on others. The followers
only see them as near perfect.
Early Behavior Problems/Juvenile Delinquency
Usually has a history of behavioral and academic difficulties, yet "gets
by" by conning others. Problems in making and keeping friends; aberrant
behaviors such as cruelty to people or animals, stealing, etc.
Irresponsibility/Unreliability
Not concerned about wrecking others' lives and dreams. Oblivious or indifferent
to the devastation they cause. Does not accept blame themselves, but blame their
followers or others outside their group. Blame reinforces passivity and obedience
and produces guilt, shame, terror and conformity in the followers.
Promiscuous Sexual Behavior/Infidelity
Totalist leaders frequently practice promiscuity, child sexual abuse, rape and
sexual acting out of all sorts. This is usually kept hidden from all but the
inner circle. Stringent sexual control of their followers, such as forced breakups
and divorces, removal of children from parents, rules for dating, etc.
Lack of Realistic Life Plan/Parasitic Lifestyle
Tends to move around a lot or makes all encompassing promises for the future.
Many groups claim as their goal world-domination or other utopian promises. Great
contrast between the leader's opulent lifestyle and the followers' impoverishment.
Support by gifts and donations from the followers who are pressured to give through
fear and guilt. Highly sensitive to their own pain and health.
Criminal or Entrepreneurial Versatility
Changes their image and that of the group as needed to avoid prosecution and
to increase income and to recruit a range of members. Is able to adapt or relocate
as needed to preserve the group. Can resurface later with a new name, a new front
group and a new twist on the scam.
Other Related Qualities:
1.
Contemptuous of those who seek to understand them
2.
Does not perceive that anything is wrong with them
3.
Authoritarian
4.
Secretive
5.
Paranoid
6.
Only rarely in difficulty with the law, but seeks out situations where their
tyrannical behavior will be tolerated, condoned, or admired
7.
Conventional appearance
8.
Goal of enslavement of their victim(s)
9.
Exercises despotic control over every aspect of the victim's life
10.
Has an emotional need to justify their crimes and therefore needs their victim's
affirmation (respect, gratitude and love)
11.
Ultimate goal is the creation of a willing victim
12.
Incapable of real human attachment to another
13.
Unable to feel remorse or guilt
14.
Extreme narcissism and grandiose
15.
May state readily that their goal is to rule the world |
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Sunday
2/20/05
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Happy
Birthday Ronnie
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Val made Chilli and we ate it....Hmmm we ate Val's Chilli...Hmmmmmm.Val. |
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Crissy
Showed Up to Celebrate an Anniversary as well. 5 Years
today she meet her Hubby on Rons B-day at Ebar... |
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The
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3:35pm Sunday
Hello there people of web log land.
Its me again talking about stuff I really wont remember in
a logical sense a few months from now, I will just remember
the feeling about today’s events then only to pull
out the references of those emotions, using also my web log
to enhance the memories. Today is Sunday February 20th 2005
and I am now on my way to my pool match. Today is also Ronnie’s
birthday. He is 37 years old. He is going to have a party
today at the Bar, there will be lots of cheese and people
will be crackers eating the cheese. Earlier this week I made
a flyer for Ronnie about his birthday party and we posted
them up in the bar. Towards the end of the week Ronnie noticed
I wrote something on the flyer he didn’t approve of,
it said “free food, free drinks and free music,” He
scratched out the free drinks part on all the flyers and
said to me that was bad to do, I asked him why? He said we
don’t give free drinks at the bar. I said we don’t
give free water at the bar? If I intended on meaning free
liquor then I would’ve wrote “free liquor” or “free
beer”. I am sure he is going to gave a way a free drink
or two for his buddies as well. I don’t feel bad for
writing this on the flyer “Free drinks” because
water is free. Ass-uming makes you look like an ass sometimes.
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xxxxxx
Anyway yesterday I noticed Val again. Beautiful young girls
of the world always stir feelings inside me. I hate-em, I
love-em, do I need-em? Aroma is essential in my life, some
women smell yummy some women smell stinky some women fragrances
are required for my drive. Some young girls do and say things
that drive me away, and vise versa, why would I be driven
away from impulsive words? That’s silly I think then
again this is how we function some times from day to day.
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4:05pm Sunday
I call Masha
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Hay Mash can I get Eli’s Number
Oh…. He's right here
Hey Eli, you showing up?
No…you didn’t tell me you were we were shooting
ill be there next week were is it?
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4:08pm Sunday
But the rest of the team new were to play and I didn’t
call them…
Anyway… So I am at the match, we won the coin toss,
they put up, they put up a three so I put up Jay, Jay wins
two
zip, we put up, we put up Brian, Brain wins three zip, they
put up, they put up Tom I put up Spencer, Spencer wins 5
two one, Piranha is up four games, the team is good. We stood
together from beginning to end with no animosity and disrespect
for each other, I like my Sunday team very much; we function
well.
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7:08pm
Ronnie’s Party is starting to pick up, lots of people
showed up and had a good time. Crissy Ladd showed not only
to say Happy B-day to Ron but also to celebrate her anniversary
with her hubby five years today they meet at the E-bar on
Ron’s B-day. Later I got real drunk and hung with Alex,
Tawny, Lindsay and Rich, we had some fun, some Cuban Rum
and did a toast to the Dominican republic, and I don’t
remember too much after that toast.
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12:30am
It snowing out side and I called George to pick me up and
take me home, George tried to slip away from this one because
it was snowing and hard to get back into the city from the
bogie down, I still made him come anyway, George is cool.
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Saturday
2/19/05
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Stuff
I did on Sat....
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Thursday
2/17/05
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About
Last Night | Jay | MEND | See it |
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A
little about this morning...pressure |
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9:30am..Thursday...
A not
so definite day so far..
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I said no for a reason
Ok ill give him another chance…he blew it… ok ill give
him another chance…ok he blew it again….ok ill give
him another chance… ok he blew it again. Your wrong William
for making that decision, give him another chance, but he will
keep doing the same thing! No he wont, give him another chance…ok
I will… He blew it again. Give him another chance….
No I wont. Why not William? Cause you are not the one who has to
deal with him… why don’t you hire him? Let him sit
at your desk and break your shit. Hell no so he can keep doing
what he doing with me.
****
 Time and Time again
It is a never-ending cycle with this shit. He, she, him, her, them,
they, it, there or what ever I know what I like and what I don’t
like. I don’t know what exactly will work but I know what
will not work. On that note I just came to the conclusion if ya-had
any sport to begin with then you wouldn’t be worrying about
your handiwork. You don’t hear the older troupe saying shit
like that. I place things were they are for a reason, and if I
have to fire you it's because you are not going to workout. Trying
to force me to deal with someone who doesn’t want to do things
a certain way is only going to lead to a terrible ending. But if
he only new firing him only makes my job twice as hard he might
have just tried to work with me a little better and not against
me. We both lose, well at least I still have work. Lets just hope
the
next job he gets he doesn’t repeat the same shit pattern.
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Yesterday
I was getting crank phone calls at my desk yesterday all afternoon...Heavy
accents telling me sad things. I think I know who it was and it
is ok…sometimes people are too proud to admit they make mistakes.
Sometimes people feel stupid after the fact that they do things
with out considering the consequence, emotion over rides logic
all the time and sometimes it can be good or sometimes I can come
back and bite you in your dreams. I am not in an angry mood or
anything like that right now but I feel much better writing about
it. |
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Fuck You |
If
ya got an issue grab-a-tissue...or grab William... |
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Hair |
The
Vinny T man Plays team Stick it in |
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Kings and Queens |
Porn
and cup cake Time with William Julie Bill Michelle |
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A long Night |
long long Night |
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Michelle
makes it hard for her opponent |
Stick
it in Won 3 out of 5 |
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Tuesday
2/15/05
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About
Last Night Rumbfish Vs Sophies
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 Rumble
Fish Wins 4 out of 5...It was a sexy night a
feverish night. Very sultry and succulent. Our
skin waswere warm wet on the outside but even
hotter on the inside (The bar I mean). Our strokes
were
long, hard, smooth and fast (pool strokes of
the game I mean.) The winners were, Jay, Masha,
Peter and the Captain. I gave my Valentine: Flowers,
Candy, a cup of tea for her flew and a shot of
the old night train... after that we had hot
sex on the pool table...not...
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Definitions
of Valentine on the Web:
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 To
receive a greeting on Saint Valentine's Day; "will
you be my valentine?"
A
card sent or given (as to a sweetheart) on Saint
Valentine's Day
A
corruption of galantin (a lover, a dangler),
a gallant. St. Valentine was selected for the
sweet-hearts' saint because of his name. Similar
changes are seen in gallant and valiant. Valentine.
One of the Two Gentlemen of Verona; his serving-man
is Speed. The other gentleman is Proteus, whose
serving-man is Launce. (Shakespeare: Two Gentlemen
of Verona. Valentine, in Congreve's Love for
Love. Betterton's great character. Valentine
(The Brave). Brother of Orson and the son of
Bellisant, sister of King Pepin and wife of Alexander,
Emperor of Constantinople. The twin brothers
were born in a wood, near Orleans, and while
their mother went in search of Orson, who had
been carried off by a bear, Pepin happened to
see Valentine and took him under his charge.
He married Clerimond, niece of the Green Knight.
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Sunday
2/13/05
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Amsterdam
Vs Perhana 2.0:
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Sat
2/12/05
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Another
night at the Ebar....Nell and Jen take over....
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Sat
Morning 2/12/05
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For
me and all to know...I am not kidding when I say....
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Being
a leader is not about ability it’s about responsibility.
And
in some cases you’re
not a real leader
until
you’ve lost first.
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Friday
2/11/05
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Thursday
night Zen and BoOzE...Three shots and lots of beer....
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So
it’s normal to…to feel the way I am feeling
right now. I Thought I lost my Chi, my peace, my calm,
my center or what ever you want to call Zen. It was that
numb feeling that happen before the fire began. Quite
before the storm thing. Anyway the little Buda said to
me just except how you’re feeling so those feeling
can disintegrate. Be fortunate you are aware that you
have fire and ice to manage.
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Now is a level Five....
Ronnie
is a Four...
Let
the Smack-Talk begine...
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Thursday
2/10/05
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Year
of the Rooster
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 The sign of the Rooster indicates a person
who is hard-working and definite about their decisions. Roosters
are not afraid to speak their minds and can therefore sometimes
come across as boastful. They make good restaurant owners
and world travellers.
The
Rooster is a flamboyant personality, feisty and obstinate.
He
is quite the extrovert who loves to strut his stuff
and is proud of who he is. Outwardly confident, the Rooster
is
also a trustworthy, hardworking individual. He’ll
tell it like it is with no qualms or reservations.
Years of the Rooster
Rooster Years are tenth in the cycle following the Monkey
Years, and recur every twelfth year. The Chinese New Year
does not fall on a specific date, so it is essential to check
the calendar to find the exact date on which each Rooster
Year actually begins.
1909*1921*1933*1945*1957*1969*1981*1993*2005
THE SIGN OF THE ROOSTER
Roosters are very loyal individuals. They do not like dishonesty
or mockery of any sort. They are blunt, up front and
honest people and expect those around them to be the
same. Roosters are happiest when they are surrounded
by others, at a party or just a social gathering. They
even enjoy the spotlight and will exhibit their charisma
and wit in a minute. This star quality can be overbearing,
for a Rooster expects you to listen to him while he speaks
and can become agitated if you don’t. Roosters
do have a tendency to brag about themselves and their
achievements and demand an attentive audience when doing
so.
ROOSTER FACTS:
People born in the Year of the Rooster share certain characteristics.
The Rooster Sign is an abbreviated way of characterizing
that individual’s personality. Following are features
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Above of me on the top right standing at my door was
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Just
say goodnight, to yourself
may I remind you
when you find you, you're all alone is when you've got to be strong
cause that's when they call you, in the night
he's got your picture in his mind
he's got your number on a paper at his disposal anytime
is it really true
could you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you
so many times we just give it away, to someone who
someone who you
Played pool in a bar
the back of a car
and for a moment you felt important but not in your heart
my self esteem, it's been low, go ahead and count it's been lower
than low
i know the feeling of it stealing life out from under me
i want to learn, how you save yourself for someone who, loves you
for you
so many times we just give it away to someone who, couldn't even
remember your name
could you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you, loves
me for me
give it away to someone who someone who will cherish your name
cause I want to learn, can you save yourself for
someone who will love you for you so many times we
just give it away, someone who, couldn't even remember your name
you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you,
loves me for me
give it away to someone who, someone who will
cherish your name
cherish your name |
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Wed
2/09/05
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Kamikaze Night
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About
last Night with team Stick it in....
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To
keep your dignity, self respect and face with your
team, one should
always play to the best of there ability at all
times. After the games are over that’s when a simple
movement of marks help preserve your position. If one doesn’t
like the idea of other looking at you like you don’t
know how to make a ball then one should practice more.
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I don’t want people thinking they can beat me.”
It shouldn’t matter to you what other people think
of your game, no matter how well you play or shot that day
there will always be somebody or some-bodies out there who
will challenge your game, so if people around you think they
are better then you so be it, action speaks loader than words.
You can’t make people think your good by telling
them you are.
Beating your own drum only creates more pressure on you later
when you play. If you have to walk the walk, then you have
talk the talk. If you talk the talk and can’t walk
the walk then you’re just a big mouth with no game.
And what if you good and still have a big mouth, then I would
think no matter how many times you win, you still loose.
Lying to your self hurts your game more than helps your game.
Denial is like playing pool with a bad back. Acting like
a jester on the table also is a defense mechanism for fear. “I
hit the ball that way because I didn’t care if I made
it or not. You see, If I miss the pocket its because I was
fooling around but if I made it in the pocket its because
I can.”
Keeping face with your team is important.
Play to the best of your ability at all times. You see, if
you play your best you show your team who are and what you
are made of on the table, win or lose, this is scary and
exposing but necessary for your self-respect and the respect
of your team. Remember also the sheet doesn’t rate
the quality of the game only the result. Meaning, play to
the best of your ability and both captains (not the players)
will make sure it is recorded appropriately at the end of
the match.
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 Bluff.
Keep it cool and don’t
buckle or break. To keep one in control or get a grip on
a situation sometimes you need to bluff or bull shit.
Fear. Make an excuse before the loss so when you loose you already have an excuse.
Patients. Waiting for a moment, something
to happen or to make something happen when the time is
right. I’m gona-catch you off guard and that’s
when I will call my bluff to extract information out of-ya.
While that was happening
fear was the in front of me. He should really stop using preservation for the
fear of loosing. How many years can one do this before somebody takes notice
and says something? 15 or more apparently. It is embarrassing, to be playing
for 15 years and still want to be a 4. You beat your own drum about how great
you are but still your not toped ranked. The new guys and gals will believe
the lies and listen to your drum music but the rest will
start
to
put cottonballs in the ears,
and me will just give you pity.
Once upon a time you were looked at as amazing but then you showed that you’re
just a scared. It doesn’t feel
good when your students look at you like a loser.
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Tuesday
2/08/05
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8
On the Break Bill!!!!
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About Monday Night
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Bill
gets an 8 on the break. Masha plays with dogs and came
thru in the end, Vic-Vis did some awesome shots, Peter
won his match lovely, and me? All I could think about
is food...Yup an average night with Rumble fish...
 
 
It was
good to hear the things Masha was saying at the end of
her match. Coming to conclusion like that will make her
a better player in the near future. On her match when her
opponent was on the ropes the whole team helped him make
the moves needed for the results he desired. I was sitting
next the Masha and bill when her opponent was getting a
coach.  
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say to Masha
“
Oh look its Masha vs. Mona’s b team.”
Masha says. “ Wow how can I beat that?”
Bill says. “Five brains vs. one.”
I say. “ This is how teams win the point during the
crunch.”
Implementing in your game a new attitude might
be what some people need more than just adjusting their
mechanics
for
making the shot. If your running the table regularly and
you miss the critical ball or scratch on the shot only
to make it easier for your opponent to win might
be an indication
you need some new strategic ideas to make sure that doesn’t
happen again, a coach is what I am saying, Collaborating
with your team mates for a coach might help you win. How
many times you lose is a lot different from how many times
you keep losing the same way.
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Monday
2/07/05
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About
Sunday and Today, Superbowl Stuff and work...
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4:pm
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Saturday
morning/Sat Night 2/05/05
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...hello
there people of earth...all is full of love...
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 For
about only an hour I was madly crazy in love with Val. I don’t
know what it was about Val, Visually its obvious. I mean look
at her, but when it comes to William, (me) I/he tends see people
from the inside out first not the outside in like most of the
people of earth do. I don’t know what is going inside,
but three shots of Johnny walker black one shot of whisky and
a few buds re-created me with a fast beating heart rushing
blood and breathing the word Val with every exhale after a
hard swing from my bud. I saw some thing to fall in love with,
at least for an hour. I go through love flashes a lot. I will
be in love with some one for a few minutes or maybe a few hours
or maybe a few days. I don’t know what it is with me
and this thing called love. Sometimes when I love someone so
much and I know I can’t be with them in the way I would
like us too be, I will chase them away. Sometimes when I love
someone I shouldn’t be in love with I will do something
silly to embarrass myself so the other person can laugh at
me, when people laugh at me I get nasty with em right back,
doing this smothers the love thing I am infected with at the
moment. When little boys like little girls little boys will
pull there hair and make fun of them. I was Pulling Val’s
hair I guess because I was feeling, well…immature. I
am so lost right now. I’m not sad but I’m walking
in a fog.
I am so over
Val now...But still I am not over myself...
William &
Valerie love Calculation 89% |
early
this morning... |
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I change my taste in what I think is sexy in human symmetry
and skin texture then I would be in a whole new world; if
I changed my taste. How do you change your taste? By not
having any? And just excepting everything? Or maybe not expecting
anything? What ever the case, I need to start from the begining
and dismiss my imprinted impression of my human condintion
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New Yorkers! POOL PLAYERS NEEDED - WIN $20,000
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In each episode, four players use our money ($5,000)
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Producers are coming to the Big Apple looking for contestants
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For more information or video submissions, visit our
website: www.nolimit9ball.com
Thank
for the heads up Ana....
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Thursday
2/03/05
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....William.....
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Sometimes
the decisions I make may not seem like the right ones
now but in the long run its worth it. A
few days I was in a big bull fight and now it over.
I hope for good. I feel a big weight lifted and I now
can see
clearly again. Some people just don’t quit. Some
people just don’t know when to give it up. Some
people are just hurting themselves in the long run.
I am not a
stupid man and I can see motive and selfishness a mile
away from even the most seemingly victimized people.
No body is a victim unless they want to be. And no
one can
make me say things that are not true just to patronize
a lie for there own sake of self indulgence. I have
been around the block a few times already and I know
all kinds
of walks of life. Today I have a bit of a cold and
my head is a little bit in a fog. But that is ok cause
right
now
I am very clear with every action I take.
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2/02/05
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....Masha.....
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 Why we fall for the wrong
people...
Well here it goes - I tried to narrow it down as much as
I could, considering that I have conflicting opinions on
this topic.
I think
there are many reasons for falling in love with the "wrong" person.
First and foremost I'd like to ask a question. Is that "wrong" person
wrong in someone else's eyes and if yes why should it
matter. If for the moment your love is right for you,
be it hurtful,
abusive, nonreceprecated or blissful, then what does
it matter. The moments you devote to it will last forever....
and then
you move on and find another love. The other day I said
I was a non-believer, I take it back. I love too much.
I fell in love once with a boy who may be considered "wrong".
Shortly after we met, he moved away to Poland. He came
back to visit about once a year, but the relationship
lived on
in letters and an undying feeling of one day being
with him. Sounds like an ideal noncommittal situation. Nevertheless,
it was love - in the truest sense of the word.
During that time and since I seem to fall in short
term love. Some of them were wrong and some will be
my friends
for the
rest of my life.
So, in the end who am I to say why we love whom we
love?
We just do - there is a spark - a chemical reaction
of sorts that makes all your cells vibrate together
to create
an orgasm
of the heart.
We don't choose love, it chooses us...
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Tuesday
2/01/05
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....Thank
goodness I am single.....
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1.
pussy whipped
(1) adj - situation whereupon a male is undeniably at the mercy
of his high-maintinence girlfriend & answers to her every beck
and call, usually followed by the reprioritizing of girlfriend
over friends, family, school, food, water, and air.
(2) adj - making decisions based on the incentive of sex
(1) omg, tom's girl has him so fucking pussy whipped that instead
of going to the yankees game with me and the boys, he spent his
whole weekend at the pottery barn expo, picking out ceramic cats
and china patterns. ::insert cracking bull-whip sound HERE::
(2) if she didn't give it up all the time, he wouldn't be so goddamned
pussy whipped.
2.
pussy whipped
When your woman has removed your balls and then filled the sack
with a LoJack to track your every move!!
I cant go ANY where with out telling (insert name) where Ill be!
4.
pussy whipped
when ur girlfriend is the penis of the relationship.
if she says jump, u ask how high?
5.
pussy whipped
when a guy is controlled by his girlfriend, and does whatever she
wants and is always a slave to her.
matt joganic
Ally was like "hey matt will you clean out my pussy" and
matt did it because hes pussy whipped, then she made him cut his
own nuts off.
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Tuesday
2/1/05
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Wow....Incentive
comes from all directions...
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was half a brain day...
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Monday
1/31/05
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About
last night....Feeling a little....
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  12:00pm
We won the Triannuals and we went to celebrate
at Michelle and Eric’s. Captain
Morgan swash buckled me into a four-alarm hangover; Thanks
cap.
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Sunday
1/30/05
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We
won the triannulas!!!!
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Saturday
1/29/05
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Getting
ready to Rumble...So tired...
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......Now
its clear blue sky...Whats the dill with this ill in the weather
man.....
Time and Time again
