I wake up this morning after an extraordinary dream, I was taking pitcher in my dream and I wish I could have had the digital images I took with my camera I had in my dream in my camera I have in my wake. The pitchers I was taking in my dreams? They were amazing; I dreamt I was taking pitchers in a place no one has ever been before. A saw a city no one had ever lived in, a land no one had ever walked on all the way to the horizon toward the sun no one had ever seen. It was as if some thing started to create a civilizations; not civilization but “civilizations,” none of it was completed, like the city were not forgotten but never realized, it was like being in a kitchen and someone started to cook something great with all the spices and ingredients on the counter but didn’t finish cooking instead, right in the middle of it dropping everything they were doing and just leaving it there never coming back to clean it up. This place was in black and white but the picks were coming out in color on my camera screen. Imagine if you can own a camera that you can take with you into dreamland, lay down while holding on to it, fall asleep, take pitchers in dreamland and then wake up still holding on to your camera and the camera had the picks you took. Kind of like taking snaps shots of your sub conscious and showing everyone in your wake what inside of you.

Looks like someone is going to be a mommy.

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Dec 26th 05: A little woman selling bootleg movies on the streets of NYC walks up as I am on my way some were says to me. “ I got moobee’s, Ging-Gong, Ging-Gong moobee.” I say to my self as I just keep walking past her I think she meant to say King Kong.

Being a deadbeat dad can hurt a lot more people than just your children …

Dec 27th 05: So he walks into E bar already drunk and baligerant and verbally insults everyone at the pool table. Some of the regulars say to him Merry Christmas; again he gets nasty. Again old behavior? So many years so little help this little man is getting. I see someone is having a ruff holiday, like most people do during this time of the year. So, Instead of staying and risking a confrontation this time I just left . Pitiful, it was so peaceful before he walked in. It was just AJ, Peter and I. No one else, a quite evening at the table then the door opens up by itself and sadness-heavy-on-the-loneliness blows in like fairy dust in the wind. It blew in also with it a bad tune, like broken chimes twisting around rapidly in a blizzard. I didn’t feel like hearing this old lame song again so I just leave quietly with out really even saying good-bye to anyone; on the low I go without drawing attention. It kind of bothered me a little that I had to be unexpectedly incognito tonight; even if it was just for a few seconds. Seconds have cousins, like minutes and days. Ya-know, sometimes you cant always excuse a person actions, it is not good ta-always excused one with psych 101 all the time; there damaged inner child shit and all that head shrink jazz. Keep it simple I always say, some times people are just simply spoiled and never got the ass whopping they should of got as a kid or maybe they got there ass whipped to much, so now there spoiled behavior is spilled every were they go. Feeling pity for someone can be worse than just given him or her a good old fashion kick in the nuts.

Memoirs of a Geisha…

This chick wears more makeup than Ronald McDonald. Gasha is about Japans girls who get with men who have money and power, but the cast of this movie is all-Chinese.

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“First you get the money then you get the power and when you have the power then you get the women.” 

That’s a famous phrase or quote or what ever you want to call the South beach Miami horrific bullshit. I guess it means that if you don’t have money or power then you cant get a woman or women the kind who wants to be a part of your money and power. Then again what kind of woman wants to be a part of money and power?

Lets see, something new, “first you lose your money then you have no power so then you get the women?” Huh; no… “First you have no money then you have no power then you go and get some women.”  No… Boy no matter how you slice it I guess you can only get a woman unless you “have” two of the other things. This is the deep convo I had early today with an old buddy of mine, so superficial he is. You know the whole money power thing can be vice versa… na, A most chicks can get a dude almost anytime they want, but then again what kind of dude would she get on a whim? Ronald McDonald? Ging Gong had power, no money but power, Jack Black was taking his money, but then Ging Gong took all of Jacks power in the end.

Ok… Today is Christmas. Lets see, the few days, have been, well, ok; soft of. I saw King Kong with Genever a few days ago, she has never seen King Kong before, that was my plus for the movie, along with not being called an asshole by some lonely stranger for coughing too much during the movie credits. Watching one of my all time favorite holiday movies with some one who has never seen beauty kill a beast was nice. A few days later I got drunk on the eve, I ate like a king, I am now home with my mom and brother on Christmas; Merry Christmas to all my peeps.

Lets see. I cooked a lot of pasta and broccoli, hardly anyone eats it cause no one shows up do too the MTA thingy.

Genever says to me from now on my little Monkey needs to wear more hats more often. Speaking of we will probably see King Kong later on today..